So, My life is pretty ... chaotic ... atm.
But through all that I have found good things.
Alex and I saw a cardinal today. In the winter. After hearing the news.
I'm going to take that as a sign. A good one. One of strength.
Also, when I went out to an ice cream parlor, i found notes in a drawer at the table. they said things like "from one human being to another, you have so much value, don't waste it. Make your life the best it can be. Don't dwell on trivial things or what others say. -a stranger" and other corny stuff like that.
It made me smile. It made me stronger, if only a little.
And then there was my fortune, from chinese.
"The past is the profit for the future"
I have yet to decipher that, but i think it's important.
...
Be strong all, these are troubling times.
~HV