i got home a few days ago, it feels great. i have my room back and my own bed, and i can get away from my family when i've had enough togetherness. i also went back to work this week, and the gym. thought today was horrible at work. the place was completly dead. but christie asked me to go to the gym with her after work and i did for a little bit. but my mom is missing. i got home and ryan said she's out running errands. i hope she'll be home soon. maybe i'll go dig out the hamburger helper in the cupboard and make dinner for her. or start it at least. i havig a gut feeling that she's upset.

i finished ryan's blanket on our trip though. mom washed it last night and he's started to use it. tonight i plan on starting on the blanket i'm going to make for mom's bday. it's going to be purple.

i finally saw the 4th pirates. i must say i was quite disapointed. i was told it was a prequel to the first 3 (which it turns out it isn't) so i was confused for most of the film. especially when i saw barbossa with a wooden leg. i kept thinking 'i don't remember him having a wooden leg in the other 3'. but the reason i like the other 3 so much is because of the triangle will elizabeth and jack make. they each have their own goal to accomplish but can't do it on their own. wether they like it or not they need it each. but in the 4th there's just jack,. . .and jack. mr. gibbs didn't play much of a role, and neither did barbossa. i was hoping for more barbossa. after the 3rd movie i really like him now. and angelina annoyed me. perhaps if she played more of a role and interacted with jack more, and we got to know her more i'd like her more. who knows. but i was disapointed with the movie.