i need to leave theO for awhile. i realized something last night and now i'm stressed out. school starts back up this august. i have appoximatly a month. and i'm still not fully registered, have my books, or anything. and i need to be able to register for enough classes to be considered full time. because this november when i turn 21, in order to keep my id card for the base i have to prove i'm a full time student. if i can't i loose my id card, and thereby loose my job and access to the gym. i'm really freaking out. i've loved having this summer off, but i think it was a bad thing for me. i've gotten so comfotable with not having to go to school. just work and home. i'm never taking another summer off. i've just realized how much i hate school. i'm so sick and tired of it, and i have at least 2 more years to go. i was actually considering ending it all last night. so i wouldn't have to deal with all this stress, and then all the stress of having to pass the classes. the homework and tests. i hate college. so i'm taking a break from theO. it consumes to much of my time, and i need to focus on other things right now. when i get everything taken care of i'll be back. probably in a month. see you guys later!