today i work at lodging (yet again), but on the weekend management and the vampires aren't here. so work today has been very pleasant. but yesterday, right after i finished typing up my post, i went into medina's office and just exploded. i've been so stressed out and my anxiety has been coming back. i ended up bursting into tears infron of medina and brian. the look of shock on their faces when i came clean about how bad it is working with them was refreshing almost. they had a little pow wow after i left and have decided to take big action on monday when the vampires return.
i spent all my free time when i wasn't helping customers going through every single binder and manual in this place. they are going to regret telling me about all this information they had hidden in here. i've made copies of a lot of things, typed up documentation of the incidents that have happened to me, and i've gotten my own copy of the civilian employee handbook and of the AFI. when a meeting happens, or if i have to farther up the chain of command i have lots of ammo. i'm fully armed with lots of paperwork, and these kind of people love paperwork proof. i just need to speak with some other coworkers to see what documentation they have to add to our weaponry. my mom told me an old saying her grandmother used to tell her, and it describes lodging perfectly. 'there are to many chiefs, and not enough indians. and the chiefs need to watch out, because the indians are getting restless.'
tonight, i'm going to have to cancel my plans to hang out with ashley. i have been finding htings recently in my bed that i didn't know were in my bed. i think it's time to finally strip and change the sheets, and i have a ton of fur to vacuum up. mindy and gus decided to have amolting party the other day while i was at work.
i will get my cover page fleshed and inked tonight, posted tomorrow. i have the first page sketched out, it could be inked, i'll try to get it done. and i will get the three skeleton sketched pages fleshed out this week and at least one posted next weekend. i can only post art when i'm at the computers at lodging because my laptop hates me. but i can't do it during the week because that's when the vampires are around and they will probably make up a rule to get me in trouble if i try to post during the week. so best to just do it during the weekend when they aren't around.
