still so tired

didn't go to sleep till 1:30 this morning. i wanted to go to the gym before class, but i just couldn't. to tired. barely managed to stay awake during class. i left early, and went home and took a nap. when i got up at 3, i wanted to go to the gym, but halie was napping, and we didn't want to wake her. i didn't get to go till 5:30, got in the pool a hair before 6.

decided to use flippers today. i've seen other people use them, and finally tried them out myself. it was so different from the slow pace i usually go at. i felt lie a sleek otter zooming back in forth in the pool. did 4 miles. 144 laps. but the resistence of the flippers in the water definatly worked my muscles. but my right foot/ankle keep hurting. it's always my right whenever i swim. never the left. but i found that swimming on my back was faster, and didn't hurt my ankle so much. but by time i was done, i was starving.

when i got home, i made myself a quick dinner, then went out back with the kittens. i had taken them out front a bit this morning(bogart totally freaked when mom pulled into the driveway, and i had to hold onto him so he wouldn't bolt). i still need to take a test for my atr class. yuck.

i still haven't rcovered mentally or physically from my night when i was home alone, and stayed up all night. i'm still trying to catch up on my sleep, and am haveing a hard time sleeping at night still, even though mom and ryan are home with me now. but i'm not sure if i'm ever going to recover mentally. before, the house was dark, but i never noticed it. that night i was alone, it was like a thick wall. now it's like a fog. i still don't feel all that comfortable when the sun's down. and this house no longer feels like home.
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