LIFE SUCKS SOOOOO MUCHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i have soooo many troubles with friends and family and my boyfriend!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am soooo tired and i have soooo much homework and i can't keep up in a lot of stuff. and i am soooo maadd at the world!!!!!!!! AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH WORLD YOU SUCKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'M SOOOOO TRAPPED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ya i got into a huge fight with my parents last night and now i don't think i'm aloud on the computer, sooo i'm at school in computer class writing this!!!!!!!
My mom wants to leave, because she thinks it'll be better for me and everone else in my family, but she's wrong as always, i don't want her to go and i'm really tired of her sayin how she doesn't want to be here. she's pissing me off so much latly and i'm tired of it, but i still don't want her to go!!
i think it's wierd how i think, i can't talk in fromt of anyone, my mom says i have a wall up soo high no one can climb it, and i can express myself on the computer like this with some moron next to me to get off, sooooo anyoying!!!!!
Okay my parents didn't take the computer away, but i'm still not aloud on in't, my parents arn't home, so i'm able to talk for a while, but if i leave you in the middle of a conversation sorry my parents are home!!!!!!!!