August 21, 2018

Dear Journal,

I have a bit more to tell everyone now that i have the free time as I am sitting here waiting for it to get closer to time for me to work today. Well first of all one of the recent developments is that my real mom got married and i went to the wedding last month. As well of the fact that I am becoming more and more into my photo shop stuff and I am working with an animation program now too. That program is called Miku Miku Dance or MMD for short it is actually quiet fun.

Now the second thing that i have to tell you all is that i am moving again. This time we are going . We being me and the man i am with now that treats me like a lover should though there are times he has his moments, but anyway back to the original topic. Him & I are moving at the end of this month to Columbus, Ohio. If most of you know where that is. That is only two hours from where I grew up. Now however this will be me starting all over again but i will be with family. I will be able to take my cats I have with me as well. But anyway reason why we are moving is because of the fact that the house we are currently in that his mom has is being sold off sometime within the next 60 days. So we are trying to get out before that dead line.

Thirdly, we was not told about it till after we got back from the wedding that my mom had and as well as the fact that his mother is playing favorites with her children, but then again some do. He has gotten tired of it and I for one do not blame him for it. It is so stupid to do that. Anyway, she is upset that we are moving out but that is because of the fact that she wont be getting any money from us anymore to help her with whatever she is doing. She tries to help me and him budget when she cant do that very well herself in my view but that is just me. Anyway no matter on that. On the plus side of things I get to spend time with my Niece and Nephew as well as my oldest sister that i didn't get to spend that much time with growing up so in a way this move works to the advantage.

This gives us a chance to start our own lives without either parents but to be a role model to kids as well. This is the way that i feel like things was to happen to a point and as well as i have a close friend that i can now go see back home if i want to but i have to get my license first. Oh and with the move at the end of the month i had someone to help drive the u haul that we are getting but the thing is they are going to boot camp in two days so they cant sadly. So him and I are scrambling to find someone. If you happen to live in San Antonio and your reading this hit me up on Discord Silverstar#6523. Anyway I got to go now i have to make a trip if ya get what i mean.

Thanks for reading,

Sara Jones

October 10, 2017

Dear Journal,

Well i have alot to catch everyone up on. I had been locked out of my account since i think 2013 now that i have remembered my information I will try to be on more. I wander how many of my friends are still here... Anyway...

first of all in the very last entry that i had wrote well the guy i liked.... he was decent enough till we had been together almost four years. Yes i know i had a hard time about everything but that is normal with life. Lot of things happened between me and him during my last years of high-school. He was telling me who i could and couldn't hang out with when i never restricted who he could hang out with. He was allowed to talk to all his friends that were lady's but yet i wasn't allowed to talk to any of my friends (yes most of my friends were guys and his girls but anyway) he was allowed to talk to all his friends but i was allowed only a select few of mine to talk to.... In my opinion it was very fucked up of him. And in my junior prom year he asked me to marry him infront of the whole damn school at prom..... so that way if i turned him down i looked like a jerk. Mine and his wedding was set for 2020 but i was telling a friend of mine the last year or tow what had been happening and he told me that i needed to leave this man.... only problem was how to do it cause the one time i did this man tried to hurt himself. Well needless to say me and this guy are no longer together now. Yes i still have all the gifts he gave me but most i have gotten rid of. he doesn't want his ring back though and that is a pain in my butt. Anyway on to the next thing.

Second of all most of you talked to me while i was in high school.. I graduated May 24, 2015... I was with another man at this point and i didn't know that he was cheating on me till he kept saying a lady's name repeatedly and he didn't even tell me he had left. So at that time i had went back to the one that i was with that i still have the ring for. This was the time that i went suicidal though most of ya don't know that cause i lost touch. I stayed a year in my tiny town. Then in July last year i got into college. I moved to texas cause of my college in august on the 28th of last year. I found out that the friend that i had been talking to for a long time was in the same area and till my dorm room opened up he let me stay with him.

Third of all this is my first full year in texas and I love it here but at times i miss my home in ohio. My friend, is well nmore then a friend now at the last part of last year when i had moved down here he told me he loved me but anyway, he loves and takes care of me and when my school pulled the stupid shit they did he was pissed at them but not much i can do on that one. And the final thing i will tie into this part as the typing is already long.... Me and my man named gray are going to get married next year. I am 21 years old irl now and i am glad to be back with you all.

Thanks for reading,

Sara Jones

January 9, 2013

Dear Journal,
Well my last bf broke up with me yesterday but suggested that i go out with someone that I know likes me for sure & everything but that him & i can still be friends... Hopefully if he found him another girl I hope that he is really happy with that girl & isnt worrying about wat he did to me or wat will happen to me anymore.... It is good that he found someone he wants to be with in his own state even though I didnt like the fact that he broke up with me but now i am totally over that. Thinks were ment to happen this way for a reason & I just have to figure out why.

Sara Elizabeth Jones

January 2, 2013

I am lost as well as confused. I have a decison to make. It involves my current boyfriend, who lives in Texas & there is another guy here in Ohio that goes to my school district & I like him..... He told me that he likes me & now i'm lost.
I dont want to hurt my current boyfriend & I dont want him to feel like it is his fault that I left him if i do. He was going to give me a promise ring for mine & his one year aniversary which is July 19th.
I am just so confused & want help. If anyone sees this on my page & thinks they can help or want to give me adive please pm me.

ALSO HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALLL!!!!!!!!!!!

Sara Elizabeth Jones

4-24-12

Dear Journal
Today i am really confused one of my friends is confusing me because one day he is nice then the next day he is being a jerk... so i dont know about him any more.