Just the dreary stuff that everyone thinks is exciting like pep rallys I see that as an exscuse to yell and talk with my friends, now fighting the government hell bent on killing your friends that is excitement(I watched a lot of manga today =)) it's just the fact that I read about all this cool s*** and watch it and I guess I wish my life was a bit better but you have to make something for yourself I guess hopefully I can have something awesome happen in my life when I get out of my hometown, remember what ever you read or want will always be a little bit more than what you can ever get so strive for it.