Normal doesn't cut it ever, I always liked being out there because then you get noticed by other people like you and get shunned by the idiots you don't like being weird has always been a system for me you hang around with all people and see which ones get creeped out by you or if they will hang with you. A lot of my friends came from random encounters I met one from a T-shirt another from saying a video game one liner and I met a really good friend because he was the only one who would talk to me. Being weird isn't a choice and you aren't born with it it depends on how you act and how you feel about everyone else I have a friend who defected from our little slice of awesome to become a prep they still scorn her when she hangs with us and she still watches anime she couldn't run away from us if she wanted to. Keep being out there and keep doing what you love and we may meet one day and be like "I thought I wa the only one into that and then be like really me to."