If you don't understand that then let me explain. I could meet the girl of my dreams and move into a nice big house(Both are highly doubtful) but when those things happen something equally negative would happen in turn( I won't go into specifics due to superstition) but yeah I went to Katsucon(wich was awesome if any of you went I was the guy with the commissar hat and the mirror goggles) and due to me going to katsucon we couldn't get my house phone turned back on wich is my only outside communication at times since I don't own a cell phone. Yeah but the never break even scenario works in my favor sometimes. For example I could lose my wallet(wich has about eighty dollars in it and I have saved for emergencys) and it would be returned to me by a nice girl who likes anime and guys that are ethnically german(I had family that was never got to meet them) but that won't happen ever because as many of you know my luck sucks.. Oh well everything should work it's self out sooner or later. until next time maybe I will be in a happier mood later