Nothing ever goes right. Not matter how much I try, I screw up so bad no one can see. The person person that actually treated me like a person, like A REAL PERSON, is probably never going to be in my sight ever again. I fuck up so much ,I don't know what's real and what's not anymore. I don't have much time to say all this, but I'm doing my best. I just want to get to know all I knew when I first came here. This place, TheOtaku is my home. I feel safe here. Loved even. I just want to talk to you all again, like there hasn't been my stupid self screwing everything up. Please let me know if I hurt you, so I can fix it. Even if it's too late I'll try.