hear me out

As I stare into your eyes I see nothing at all.

I know I hurt you in the past but just hear me out I hate myself for hurting you so much
also I can't bring myself to say I love you. Just hear me out I regret not saying I love you.

Sometimes I wish I could go back in time and fix everything I did wrong. Please just hear me out when I say I will never forget what I did to you and I have to live with the pain everyday of my life.

Boy I know how much pain I caused but please just hear me out when I'm crying while you walk away. Why won't you hear me out. This pain I feel is tearing me apart and everyday I can't breathe at all.

I hope you will hear me out when I say my last three words as I'm dying on my bed. So goodbye forever I just wish you could heard me out when I stabbed myself while saying I'm sorry I love you please forgive. Then when you find me in my bedroom on my bed passed out with blood dripping from the knife and my wrist you will wish you would of heard me out but its to late now.

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