The Broken Window
I sit here by the window,
Staring out the broken pane,
Kids walk by, about my age,
They see me and whisper.
They shout rude things.
One picks up a stone and throws it,
It hits the wall to my right and bounces harmlessly into the dry grass.

I look at the stone 'till my vision blurs,
And in front of me is a girl.
Her eyes show sadness,
From more years than her face reveals.
Her shoulders sag from unseen burden,
And her skin is losing luster.
Her lips are pursed from unknown years, of watching her students fail.
Permanent trails run down her cheeks, from far too many tears for others.
Darkness rings her eyes,
From too many nights spent up, Crying, Hoping, Waiting, Worrying.

The sky above her head is red,
From all the blood she's felt, feels, will feel shed
And the grass beneath her feet is dry,
From all she feels her mother feel.

I try to reach out, to help, to comfort, to tell her its okay,
But my hand hits broken glass,
Rose blood drips,
Alas, it was only a reflection.

MERRY CHRISTMAHAUNIKWANZIKA!!!

lol, thats wat me and kadee say. ugh, i really wanted to call her but her phones busy so i guess I’m stuck with this.
So my family and i opened presents and stuffus earlier (along with sum guy muh aunt brought over last night, he had sum alcohol so we didn’t let him drive home). I got WAY more stuff then i expected cuz i expected liek...one or two gifts simply cuz we're moving to Costa Rica and dont wanna take a ton of crap. Lets see…I gotses…a roll of rice paper, ink and brushes, a speaker case for muh new ipod(Its LIME GREEN AND BLACK!!! yayz), um…lets see…money, A new Skelanimal plushie(kit ze cat, the plaid version), a Skelanimals pillowcase for muh new room in Costa Rica, a kewl journal with a oldworld feel to it and lots of other stuffus.

Okay, so on to serious stuff, I had a funny xmas pic but the scanner is on crack and decided not to work, so I cant put it up but I’ll probably stick it up sum time in feb(XP…ya, I know, belatedness). Along with other works. ARRGH!! Makes me mad cuz I REALLY liked how the other works turned out simply cuz they look better then I thought they would.

ALSO…this is VERY IMPORTANT. I am leaving to Costa Rica on Sunday the 28th…ya hear that? The TWENTY-EIGHTH. I will have EXTREMELY LIMITED ACCESS TO THE INTERNET AND ELECTRICITY. Feel free to send me massages and such tho, cuz I’ll check them when I kan and don’t have parents hovering over my shoulder.
So to fellow Otakus, know I wont be on much and wont be able to answer immediately.

CONTEST!!! ITS A CONTEST!!!*points* EVERYONE ENTER ZE CONTEST!!!

So, i waz thinking how i really should hav a deathnote. ppl tell me i should cuz i'm just insane enouph not to get caught, to have fun wth it, and make the world a better place at the same time by making ppl die of random crap like having an orange shoved up their nose so it crushes part of their skull and punctures their brain :D
So my contest is basically for ppl to tell me who they'd off first with a deathnote and how. It kan be a pic, a post, even a comment but i need to kno ur entering...so pm me or comment saying ur entering.
If u win i'll either do a short story for the person(of just about anything, if u dont tell me wat u want it of then i'll just do it of you finding the deathnote and killing ur first), or a pic(again, of just about anything, uncoloured [cuz i h8 muh colouring skillz], but i cant promise i kan get it up by any certain time).

I'm looking for origional ideas, must be up by...x-mas. And if i dont get more then 10 entries i wont bother picking a winner.

DIRNDL!!!

Srry bout the randomness, *shrugs* u should kno me better. So i'm supposed to be doing schoolwork but i'm not cuz...well...cuz i'm a lazy bitch kay? not gonna sugarcoat it. So...i just felt like i should poste something but i dont kno wat...OH! I ...

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...D-E-D...Dead.

Okay, so i went over to kadees house the other day(like...yesterday) for a sleepover which was really awsome cuz she's grounded but her mom decided that since we never get to see eachother and that she got a good test grade we could hang out. So h...

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Problem solved

Thanx to all who helped, i resolved the problem by stealing muh grandmas computer geniusness and her programs(well...mostly her programs) and got muh pics memory to be smaller. ...

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