New Years

In 2009 I..
[x] broke a promise
[ ] fallen out of love
[x] lied
[x] went behind your parent's back
[ ] cried over a broken heart
[x] disappointed someone close
[x] hid a secret
[x] pretended to be happy
[ ] kissed in the rain
[x] slept under the stars
[x] kept your new years resolution(To keep some promises)
[ ] forgot your new years resolution
[x] met someone who changed your life
[ ] met one of your idols
[ ] changed your outlook on life
[x] sat home all day doing nothing
[x] pretended to be sick
[x] left the country
[ ] almost died
[x] given up something important to you
[ ] lost something expensive
[x] learned something new about yourself
[ ] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
[ ] made a change in your life
[x] found out who your true friends were (I already knew)
[ ] met great people
[x] stayed up til sunrise
[ ] cried over the silliest thing
[ ] was never home on weekends (I'm rarely ever NOT home)
[ ] got into a car accident
[ ] had friends who were drifting away from you
[x] had someone close to you die
[ ] had a high cell phone bill (Dont even have one)
[ ] spent most of your money on food
[x] had a fist fight (Of course~)
[x] went to the beach
[x] saw a celebrity (I've seen plenty- OH WAIT do you mean in person? You need to be more specific! BD ;; )
[x] gotten sick
[ ] liked more than 5 people at the same time
[x] stayed single for the whole year (Um I think...unless I'm forgetting something...)
[ ] made out in/on a car
[ ] kissed in the snow
[x] celebrated Halloween (Didn't even get any candy. B| )
[x] had your heart broken (Been broken for too long...;_;)
[x] had a stalker (Why does this always happen to me?)
[x] mooned someone (ACCIDENT I SWEAR!)
[ ] went over the minutes on your cell phone
[ ] someone questioned your sexual orientation
[ ] came out of the closet
[ ] gotten pregnant
[ ] had an abortion
[x] done something you've regretted
[x] painted a picture
[x] wrote a poem (Hell yeah)
[x] ran a mile (I need to do so more often...)
[ ] shopped at Hollister or Bench (...wut?)
[ ] posted a blog on MySpace
[x] listened to music you couldn't stand (Radio, too lazy to change it)
[x] went to a sleepover
[x] laughed till you cried
[ ] laughed till you peed in your pants
[x] visited a foreign country
[x] cut in a line of waiting people (wut? Thats wrong?)
[x] told someone you were busy when you weren't
[ ] partied to celebrate the new year

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1. Have you had any relationships this year? How many?
Um, none really...

2.Had your bday yet?
Yeah, 16th

3. Kissed two or more people in the same night?
No

5. Pulled an all nighter?
Yes, a few.

6. Drank Starbucks?
No, I hate coffee.

8. Bought something?
Yeah, but only like three things.

9. Met someone special who changed your life?
Didn't we already have this question?

10. Fell in love?
I'd imagine it to feel sort of nasty and squishy.

What are you thinking about?
What stepping in love with bare feet might feel like. Seems unpleasant still.

Does your ex hate you?
The only ex I'd have would be some crazy fellow I've never heard of before claiming he was, and then slitting my throat. So... how should I put that? "Hypothetically"?

How did you feel when you woke up today?
Still tired. I fell back asleep like usual.

Your ex shows up at your door what do you do?
Ask them who the hell they were.

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Far too good.

Could you ever be friends with someone that broke your heart?
Thats possible?

If you could change your eye color would you?
Sure, to purple.

Who did you last get into a big argument with?
I refuse to bring that back up.

Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?
Naw, we cool B)

Do you like to have long hair or short hair?
Um, longer.

Would you be able to tell someone you love them, even if you didn't feel it?
Yeah, I'm a bit too good at that.

How do you currently make your money?
Commissions, and short stories, or holiday money.

Do you want to get married & have children one day?
Hell no

Which of your friends do you argue with the most?
None, I only have one friend...

Have you kissed anyone in the last 4 hours?
Have you been tied down in front of an oncoming train in the last 4 hours? No? Oh what a shame.

How many texts are in your inbox?
None.

Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you?
Yeah...

Who was your last text message from?
No one, I dont text.

Who was the last person you rode in a car with?
Mom and Dad.

When was the last time you cried really, really hard?
I cant remember, I guess when I was four and my brother pulled a knife on me, I cried so my parents would believe me instead of him.

Who took your profile picture?
No profile picture.

Would you rather smile over a lie or cry over the truth?
Either way, it would all end the same.

What’s on your bedroom floor right now?
A suitcase, various furniture and dust bunnies, oh, and one pair of shoes.

Do you trust people too easily?
Never

Are you satisfied with what you currently have in life?
Are you satisfied with that foot up your ass?

Have you ever liked someone a lot older than you?
A few, but the most was four years.

If you had a baby with the last person you texted, what would the baby's last name be?
I dont text...

Last thing you ate?
A mint

How many people are you texting?
NO ONE DAMMIT!

Will you be in bed within twenty minutes?
No, I never sleep.

What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
Water.

Who last said they missed you?
Pretty much like everyone. I'm an elusive bastard.

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THE MORAL FOR TODAY IS: I'm such a bitch, I have no friends and a bitter heart, my blood doesn't know me, sleep is elusive, school sucks, I cant die, my life sucks in essence, so I shouldn't do these stupid things.

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NEW YEARS RESOLUTION: To get fitter, learn more, try to open my heart...

End