Hello everyone XD and welcome! This is my first world created and its all about... well, me! Now don't take that the wrong way. I'm not copnceated This is just kinda like a blog. A way to keep things up to date about things that are going on in the life of Aury. Though I may not post all the time when I probably should, I still try and make updates! So kick back, relax, and read away!

The Human Heart

A friend of mine, Sam, and I were having a conversation during lunch the other day. It was how a lot of the time when you are crushing on someone or even falling for them, but don't know if they share your feelings, you tend to wonder if you are doing everything wrong, or constantly concerned with what you are doing around them.
Am I talking too much or am I not talking enough? Am I being too clingy? Do I see them enough? Did I say something he/she didn't agree with but they just don't feel like arguing with me?
All of these questions I've been freaking about for about the last almost 2 weeks now. There's this guy I am completely falling for whether I like it or not, but I haven't a clue about whether he really likes me the way I do him or not (No this is not Richard, I gave up on that about a month ago...). I've known this guy for years actually. Since I was about 5 years old I believe. But I hadn't seen him for a number of years. It was so long infact that he didn't remember me at all. He did remember my brother though which totally sucked on my part. But I didn't even recognize him when I walked in the room. I had to really really look at him for a minute and even then I couldn't tell. Eventually I turned to my mom and pointed, it went a little like this.......

me: Jaw drops "THAT is Joey???"
Mom: "Yep that's him"
me: eyes go big, "Oh my god he got hot!"
mom: "I'm tellin him you said that" Snickers
me: "Oh no you're not!!!"

Nice huh? By the way this guy is my moms best friend's son!!!! How often is it that you happen to fall for one of your parents friends kids? Well in either case I feel like such a gushy teenager (shut up, i know i AM a teenager and I AM gushing over him.)

Men....

Ok. pardon me guys but i need a way to vent a little -_- The guy i was wondering about, you know whether he liked me or not? well I got my answer. Not directly from the horses mouse exactly, but close enough. He's got a girl he really likes apparently, and i read this on his statuse for facebook maybe 2 days after him and me had a talk about how he didnt want a girlfriend right now.
"This girl drives me crazy inside and i just wana shout i like you! :):):):)"
*sighs* guess he was only humoring me. Idk what to do to get my mind off of it at the moment. Well, what can I do but pile on more work and such. As if 2 jobs, being the design editor of my school yearbook, and chores and such at home weren't enough.
stupid girl for chasing a guy that wasnt ever gunna give you a chance in the first place.

Moods!!! and gushy feelings <3

HELLO EVERYONE!! I am in a great mood today! Definitly a huge mood change from what it was last night and earlier this morning. Last night I was so frustrated that I was nearly in tears (for those of you who know me extremely well you know that's not easy to do), and this morning the feelings had carried and been magnified. All through first period I wanted nothing and I mean NOTHING to do with anyone. I just sat there and did my drawing(this was my art class btw). Second period was pretty much the same thing, but about half way through I got a text message(well three but one in particular!). It was from my crush! I had posted last night on my facebook accound that i had had a bad night and he just saw it this morning. He asked if i was ok and whether he needed to beat someone lol Total mood switch! he proceeded to ask me if I wanted to come over today after work. I had just about given up on this boy! Could this be a sign that he is interested in me back? Before this one time it was always me bugging him about hanging out some time. X3

Boredome Bears Fruit!

Woo hoo! First drawing of the school year and it's done on a binder in the middle of class. I took a pic of it and posted it so go check it out guys! let me know what you all think about it and how i might be able to improve it. I actually did a few diffrences in how i drew the neck this time.

I have returned!!!

School is finally back in session! I haven't been on here in nearly 3 months i think. Wow how time flies! I missed all of my friends on here. Hopefully they are still all alive!