This post is just going to be... i guess a little randome. I've been thinking a lot lately, and I've been having a lot going on. I don't have a boyfriend and yet there is someone close to me that I'd give anything to be with. And there's all these other guys around me that have asked me to go out with them. I've turned them all down too. There's one that won't let go that I don't feel that way about him and then there's another friend whom I've just met... He says he thinks he's falling in love with me and we haven't even known eachother a month. I'm confused and tired and stressing at school. The one person that matters dosn't realize anything, though he almost found out. Someone told him the other day that I like him and he asked me. I basically lied to him and told him that I didn't. If I told him the truth I fear that I'd lose him as a friend and thats not something I'm willing to let happen. I just don't know what to do. I guess its just a stupid love thing huh? I'm normally happy go lucky, but I also usually don't let these kinds of problms get to me. Am I thinking too much into this?
Well for now I'm out. Lets all hope that I get this all cleared up hm?