Hello again everyone. Guess what? I got to go to prom after all on saturday XD I'll post a pic later... maybe. It was awesome and we all had a great time (we being me and my friends!)!!
The after "party" was something as well. I had a few friends come over to my house after and spend the night. There were... 4 including my friends baby, exodus. cool name huh? Well one of the people, to my luck, was also my first love. The night went great. We stayed up till maybe 4:30 am. We watched movies, hung out, got caught up (i havent seen him or the others jayme and donny in a long time), etc. The next day, sunday, was even better. We went swimming for the whole day and had a small bbq! Well to be honest i wasnt as happy as im making myself out to have been. 4 years later and I still have feelings for harley, my first love. I've had to watch him with gurl after gurl for years until the last 2 years where he kind of disappeared for a while. Now being back around him makes it feel like my chest was going to rip apart. I told jayme all this and she decided to talk to him about it while we were all swiming. As soon as I heard her ask him if he still liked me i walked off and went swimming again, so i didnt hear anything of what they said.
We finished up swiming,and jayme had to take another friend who had come with us home, so me and harley were stuck alone. We talked about past stuff, why we broke up, etc.
After we went back to my house, jayme had to leave with the baby so that left me and harley at my house with everyone. We put on a movie. We have been broke up for 4 years on my birthday, and since then he hasnt shown any affection tword me except for every now and again, but yesterday he began sitting close to me, holding my hand, and when we took him home he hugged me like he didnt want to let go. I dont know what to think about these actions. Its been so long that id given up on him, but now... i havent a clue what to do. He hurt me tremendously back then. He broke up with me on my 13th birthday for no apparent reason without even knowing that it was my birthday.
Bleh I'm babbling. Well i guess all im really saying is that I REALLY need some advice from some friends on what to think on this one.
Anyway, I hope you guys have a great day.
~Aury~