Have you ever had the feeling that, after being with someone for so long, that it wasn't really a good idea to continue before? Just because things around you were changing and you were going to a new area and just everything felt topsy tervy? But you didn't know how to tell them and you didnt really wasnt either just because it was hard to imagine this world without them?
Thats how I feel right now. I've been with him for so long... and now that I'm staying at my dad's and Im 18 and so many things are changing, I dont feel that this is the right thing anymore. Then he goes and tells me that hes gunna disappear for a while and expects me to act like its nothing. I still love the man. But him saying that is just like him leaving me. I mean its what I was secretly thinking about, but now that its happened, it hurts. I dont know how to deal with all of this. I feel like and idiot...
Any words of wisdome in this time would be GREATLY appreciated... but please dont be too rough in me...