If u don't want to read about me at the moment then plz dnt read if u would like to know whats going on with me plz feel free to read and I thank those who will read this. It's u guys that make me smile. = ]

So as some may know I have been down for a while. I was sick for a very long time and it had me really stressed and sad. A lot of problems came from being sick. I was always stuck in my room due to the fact that I could hardly move. I was always in pain so I had no choice but to lay in bed all day. When I was able to go back to school I was faced with problems daily and they all started to build up. They started to rue my life not letting me think of anything but those problems. I felt very overwhelmed and attacked by the world. No one understood me because I didn't even understand myself. I started to put my problems aside and life became some what bearable again. About a week ago things got bad again and I was very willing to just give up but I realized that it's not worth it. I know I can make it through all these problems. I am no longer going to cry over the same silly stuff over and over again anymore. I now see that those situations weren't worth the tears. I like my new state of mind and I'm quite proud of myself. I will continue to learn from the things life throws at me but I will try my best to stay away from being so sad because I now know what it's like to be happy and I like it here better. = ]

Thanks to all that read and I hope that it helped u out with anything no matter how little it helped.

-Gaby

I'm so proud of her. _Roxyy