Ok so i don't usualy do rants on here but im so freakin ticked off. my step-grandfather Todd left us. We think he's bee fooling around for a while now but last night he didn't come home. Im just so pissed right now. He didn't give us much money but what money he did give us really helped, now we might loose the house and we have like no food for cooking, just microwave and canned crap. Im probably going to spend saturday looking for a job to try and help pay taxes on the house so we don't loose everything...life just sucks....and people wonder why im depressed and i don't trust people. We might even have to get rid of the dogs, and i don't think we can pay for nikki's medicine anymore or the vet bills. *sigh* the stupid thing was he was the closest thing i had to a dad for a really long time. im trying to be strong for gram but i dont know how long i can keep it up. I know mom and rest of our family wont help us. I just don't know what else i can do to help...this is one of those times i just want to crawl under a rock and die. I hate life right now, so much.