So another update on my puppy basically stuff i forgot to add in the first one

Puppy has been wheezing allot, and her nose has been running allot (Part of the cancer) I've read all the vet articles i could find on her type of cancer. She has a few of the early signs but the laters ones are to scary i dont even want to think about looking out for those. If the cancer gets to her brain it could change her behavior and such. If i'm reading everything right (Which i assume i am) When/If it goes to her brain she'll turn on us...

Gram is in denial but i havent said anything. Just when i think she'd come to terms with it she looks at the dog and says "You dont have cancer, you do not look like a sick dog." than at night i hear her crying. "My baby, not my baby, how could you get sick on me and leave me?" Its hard on all of us, i'm trying not to let it show, im trying to act as if nothings wrong for both puppy and grams sake. I bawled on the phone to Nee-chan for about 5 minuets stright when i found out. Its still seems sureal. I hardly remember the vet visit at all. All i remember was the paper work, the vet saying cancer, asking what we could do for her, calling gram and gram crying and yelling.

*sigh* maybe there's something wrong with that i haven't cried and screamed and stuff like she has? I don't know. I haven't been able to write for a while but now i think i know what to write.

Thinking about making a new world for pets...idk...