Hey everyone!
I'm so tired. I spent so long in the pool, I'm exhausted! But I stillhave time to post for you Well let's see...
Neil, my boyfriend 0///0, is off on a cruise. He will be back at the end of the week but until then I will miss him. I never really thought I would, our relationship is getting a bit boring, but I surprised myself. We've been together for almost a year, which is big for my age. But yeah I'm missing him.
The pool has gotten warmer now that it's getting hotter out. Yay! It's just the right temperature: Cold but not too chilly. That refreshing kind of cold. It's awesome. I love summer
GIMP is starting to work out for me. I still don't like it though. When I use the brushes it goes on the layer. So it's really annoying. I really need to find that Photoshop disk...
Well I guess that's about it! Hope you guys have a great weekend!
Keome-chan
For Kyrianne's Heartbreak and other Life Stories challenge. Please don't pity me, this was a really rough time for me. Yeah...
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I'd never really thought about my freckles. Sure I had a lot of them. I'd also never really thought about my glasses either. I couldn't see without them. But my world came crashing down when I realized other people thought about them.
My best friend, Evelyn*, had been sort of distant with me lately. I hadn't thought of it much it. Sure, she had lied that she liked the same guy as me to keep me away from him, sure she had lied to the teacher about things I hadn't done. But really she seemed to have learned her lesson and she seemed to feel bad about it. So I was fine.
But when I followed her to hang out with one of the popular girls in school she stopped me and turned around. "Hannah* I don't think we should be friends again." She said out right. I was shocked. "Why!?" I exclaimed. "You have freckles, and glasses and those braces to really help you out. Your flat chested and super shy and not very outgoing. And you always read." She said bluntly. I felt like time had stopped. Everything negative about me had just been pointed out. Like I had some disease from wearing braces and reading a lot.
I hated her then and there. She turned around and walked away, not saying anything. I went to the washroom and cried my eyes out. How could I have been so stupid to not see past her shallow frame? "I want contacts!" I thought. But it was idiotic to try and change for her acceptance. She did not deserve it.
I now know that Evelyn* wasn't a true friend at all. I also now that I was stupid to forgive her after the first lie. And I also know that the mask she puts for everyone is fake. But I didn't know that until I learned the hard way.
*Names have been changed
Hello everyone!
Well not really much to post about. I've started the first chapter of Gemstone Eyes. Even though I don't think the first chapter is very good I'm sure I'll nail it in the later chapters, because I rock at love scenes for some unknown reason>.< But I'm excited for it! I might actually go work on it after I post this...
I've been lulling away my summer with days my the pools and such. Not really much, which is exactly how I like it! I'm always so busy in the school year with homework, choir, dance and I don't really get the time to check TheO. And speaking of TheO guess who I added on Facebook? SPIKEY! Yeah it was on my recommendations and I was like "Awesome!". So it was pretty cool...
But yeah. It seems I've made a lot more friends recently on TheO! It's pretty neat. Because Otaku's are really great people I'm so happy I found this site!
I've also made a Gunslinger Girl fansite, which is called Fratello. I think I made it pretty well and am proud of it. But not many viewers so it's been a bit troublesome. Ah well...
I also watch The Sky Crawlers last Saturday. It was painfully slow but really quite amazing. At first I was dieing during the movie but when it ended I felt rather sad and empty and it brought on lot's of thoughts. Quite an emotional peice that ties in with things to the real world. I would recommend it The ending is very unfair, but the epilouge was really cynical. SO yeah!
Well I guess that's about it! I'll post again sometime, okies? Bye!
Keome-chan
Hey everyone!
Well the boy with brown hair and emerald eyes is actually in my dream I had. The dream was so intense it was freaky! The feelings were so real and passonite I started crying in my sleep. I know this because my pillow was reall...
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