I like filling out surveys I find on Facebook :D

note on a rainy day

Did any particular thing brighten up your day today?
almost but not quite

How has the past week been for you?
okay, but ive been fighting off the need to cry since Wednesday, a battle which I lost this afternoon

One thing you're looking forward to?
april 9th with DEAN LICKYER

What are you listening to?
Tripoli, Matthew good

Are you missing someone?
yeah :(

Are you shy at first when it comes to meeting people?
depends, only a little

Do you smoke weed every day?
lmao, no

Could you go a month without cursing?
nope

Could you even go 30 minutes without cursing?
if I were asleep

Who was the last person you talked on the phone with?
ian

Do you have a laptop or desktop computer?
laptop

Have you ever felt replaced?
nope

Did you have a dream last night?
yeah, I can only remember there being a window

Do you drink more apple or orange juice?
orange, I hate apple juice

Why did you cry the last time you did?
civics

Where'd you get the last shoes you wore?
Al’s

If something was wrong, who is the first girl you would go to?
mom

Last thing you said outloud?
yeah, kay, thanks

Where’s your phone right now?
its in my dad’s posession

Have you ever fallen asleep while texting someone?
yep haha

If you had to get anything pierced right now, what would it be?
eyebrow

You kissed someone yesterday, didn't you?
yes :)

Do you want someone back in your life?
not really

Are you there for your friends?
as often as I can be, and I hate myself when I can’t

Who has the ability to hurt you the most emotionally?
my mom

Do you like to cuddle?
Very very much

Have you ever kissed someone who smokes?
no, ew

What was the last thing you went to Walmart for?
I hate walmart

Do you cry easily?
no, but eveyone has to cry eventually. I usually hold it in for as long as possible

Are you excited for anything?
already said that dipshit

Do you like anyone?
I like a lot of people, but there also a lot of people I love and one person who I love in a very particular and exclusive way

How are you feeling right now?
like crap

What are you doing right now?
this, messaging ian and listening to matt good

What should you be doing right now?
sleeping maybe

Are you worried about anything right now?
kinda but fuck it, im sick of worrying about bullshit

Have you ever kissed anyone and it made things weird?
nope

How do you think this day will be?
It was shitty

Ever gotten in a car accident?
no

Do you hate the last person you kissed?
no, I love him

Have you ever been used?
apparently

Are you afraid of getting your heart broken?
no, im more afraid of breaking someone elses heart

Who was the last person you hugged in public?
Ian

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
I think so

Has anyone ever told you they love you?
yeah, couple of people…

Who was that last person of the opposite sex to tell you they love you?
ian

Did it rain today?
yeah :(

Are you currently frustrated with a boy/girl?
nope, hes the only thing stopping me from screaming and tearing my hair out.

P:

YOURSELF .

Your biggest fear is:
breaking skin, losing a loved one

Your biggest mistake so far was:
trying too hard and not trying hard enough

Your favorite thing to eat when you're upset is:
cookies

Currently your favorite song is:
weapon by Matthew good

Best female friend:
ALANA

Do you have a boyfriend / girlfriend:
Yes, and I love him :)

Something you can say about yourself:
I want to make you smile

Last person to instant message you:
Ian

Do you flush the toilet while on it or off:
Off… BACK SPRAY :O

List three personality trait's about yourself:
quirky, inquisitive, and… loving

Last two people to say they love you:
Ian … dad?

Are you missing anyone:
Kinda…

What bothers you about yourself:
My teeth, they’re kinda dented in :/

When you're older you want to be:
A story teller!

Your favorite colour would be:
Purple

You're favorite animal:
whale

IN A GUY YOU PREFER.

Dark or Light hair?
Either, but preferably longer

Blue or green eyes?
hehe, ian’s eyes are green sometimes

Do you mind when guys wear axe?
Nnnn… not too much, cause then they just smell like aerosol

What do you first notice in a guys appearance ?
hair and height

Would you rather a shy and romantic guy or a spontaneous and loud guy ?
Spontaneous romantic… ;)

When you're with a guy what do you like doing?
goofing around, have a conversation, and some kissing (hey, why not?)

Curly hair or Straight?
curly

Best features in a guy would be:
sincerity, honesty, and integrity

What kind of guy do you like ?
the kind that loves me despite myself, remembers inside jokes, takes an interest, isn’t afraid of my dad, and whom my friends like

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In five years you'll be ?
21 years old, hopefully in university

Have you ever let somebody be your everything?
no single person can be everything, because I’d have to lose everything else first

Have you ever fallen asleep with the last person you kissed?
probably…

Whose car were you in last?
mom’s

What are you listening to right now?
down down down, joel plaskett

What color shirt are you wearing?
purple

How long is your hair?
just past the shoulders… too long

Last thing you drank?
hot chocolate

Do you read your horoscope?
Not really

Has anyone ever lied to you?
duh

How do you feel about your hair right now?
it’s still curly and it smells delicious!

Has anyone hugged you in the past 5 days?
yes :)

Have you ever given up on someone, but then went back to them?
don’t think so

Have you ever passed out on a bathroom floor?
nope

Is there someone you know you should hate but can't?
nope

How do you usually get money?
From my job

Who is someone you tell everything to?
everything is spread out between a few people

Is there a friend you can't stand?
yeah :/ he falls in love all the time and cont understand why he cant hold on to a girl for more than a month

Do you own a pair of jeans worth over $200?
No!

Do you miss anyone?
Kinda…

Do you hate anyone?
Yup.

What are you looking forward to this week?
short week, easter weekend

Have you ever received a love letter more than a page long?
No, haha.

To who did you last give the finger to or told to fuck off?
probably hector

How many hours did you sleep last night?
dunno, 9?

What was the last thing you put in your mouth?
fingernails…

If you could seek revenge on someone, would you?
Yes, and he’d probably die from it

What's the greatest thing that happened to you today?
I spent the day with the boy I love :)

Do you ever think "what if" about anything?
Kinda, only when I’m day dreaming

Does any part of your body hurt right now?
not really

Do you currently have a hickey on your neck?
No, haha, Ian is afraid my dad will kill him if I have a hickey, good reason to be though

Do you think anyone's thinking about you right now?
yes :)

Have you ever liked someone you knew you shouldn't?
nope

When's the last time you did something you knew was wrong?
dunno…

Do you hate being alone?
well, I’m okay with it.

How many people have you kissed who's name started with a J?
none

What does your mom call you?
mads, cinderella, honey

Do you enjoy going through the car wash?
only the automatic ones

Your brother tells you he's in jail, what do you say?
What did you do, you stupid fuck?

Did the last person you kissed have tattoos?
No probably never will P: haha

Name something you could never tolerate in relationships.
when the person acts like a jerk

Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
So far so good

How did you get one of your scars?
glass window

Do you prefer being single or taken?
either is good, I’m okay with myself so I can be confident with or without a boyfriend

Would you take someone back if they cheated on you?
NO

What is your favorite board game?
cranium

How many siblings do you have?
2

Did you cry today?
Nope, all smiles today

What do you think about girls smoking weed?
same as guys

Have you kissed anyone in the last 100 hours?
yes

Are you comfortable with your height?
Sure.

Where is your best friend?
at her house

Are you a jealous person?
mmm, I’m starting to think maybe I am…

How do you feel about your hair?
it could use a serious trim

Do you sleep with a fan on?
no, I don’t like the noise

Do you mind being cold?
yeah, I hate being cold

Did you sleep in past noon today?
nope, had to work

What is the farthest you've traveled with a friend?
3 hour car ride

Is your heart broken right now?
Nope, its all glowy and warm

Do you think two people can last forever?
yeah

Who did you last talk to in person?
connor

When did you last hold hands with someone?
3 hours ago

Have you ever lived with a boyfriend/ girlfriend?
Nope

Do you sleep on your stomach?
sometimes

Have you ever injected a drug?
Never have, never will.

Are you happy with your life right now?
very

Want someone back in your life?
well, yeah, but it was his time.

NOTE

First time you kissed the last person you kissed?
winter formal, dec 5th

So is the last person you texted attractive?
Last time I had my phone working I was texting three people and they are all totally gorgeous.

You know people with blue eyes are known to be the best kissers?
umm, I kissed a boy with blue eyes once (well, many times but anyway…) and it felt kinda awkward. Boy with green eyes are excellent kissers

You cried today, didn't you?
just a little

You receive $50 without any reason; what do you spend it on?
groceries P:

Have you ever kissed under water?
underwater? I’ve seen it done in movies but I’d probably drown if I tried it

What would your name be with just the first three letters?
mad

What does your phone do when it receives a new text?
no cell

Where do you wish you could hop on a plane and vacation to right now?
hmm, how about florida like we always planned? ;)

Two things you are tired of:
melodramatic bullshit
Attention whores

How long have you known the boy you're liking for? And how well?
hmmm, since september, and well enough to push his buttons

Can you go a whole day with out saying "like"?
probably

Would you date a 13 year old at the age you are now?
Eww, that like my brothers age… guess I cant go without saying like

Would you rather be stuck in the pouring rain or in a snow storm?
rain is okay, especially in the summer

Would you rather get pregnant at too young of an age or never be able to?
never be able to. Why bring a child into the world if I’m not ready to care for it?

You wake up, all your hair is gone, your first reaction:
wow my head I soft… WTF IS MY HAIR?!

What do you think of guys who let their girlfriends wear their hoodies?
it’s a nice gesture, not one I particularly care for

Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
no shit

The police show up at your house, why?
My dad was texting and driving, and is now in the hospital

Do you like any 'manly' activities like hunting, fishing, or camping?
I like fishing and camping, not a fan of shooting at stuff

Detail why you kissed the last person you kissed:
cause he was being really cute
He snuck up behind m and gave me a hug and a kiss on the cheek, then he did this one trick (did I mention hes a magician? Literally, it’s a cool job) where he flips a cad out of midair and he stuck it in my locker. It said I love you

Are there things in your life that you'll never be able to get over?
not really, I think that out scars remind us where we’ve been, but they don’t dictate where we’re going.

Do you know what the last person you kissed is doing right now?
Hmm, hes probably at home

Do you think things will change in the next few months?
things are ALWAYS changing

Do you think your parents are strict?
not at all, my dad is taking me and my best friend to a club next week P:
They are responsible, but not strict

Do you honestly trust anyone with everything?
NO

Would you rather be the heart breaker or get your heart broken?
heart broken… I’ve never had my heart broken.

Who comforted you last time you cried?
Me, God and memories :)

Are you giving your all to someone who doesn’t care?
nope, don’t think so P:

Do you need to dye your hair?
don’t need to, WANT to … need a trim though

Does your heart hurt right now?
no, my chest does though, I did not enjoy running tonight :/

Are you questioning anything in your life at this moment?
umm, no.

Do you still talk to the person you fell the hardest for?
I didn’t really fall that hard for anyone, I’m getting there with Ian though

Do you know anyone who's been in jail?
probably…

Can you honestly say that at this point in time your happy with the way things are?
YES :)

What happened last night?
nothin, just work

Get a hug today?
yep

A kiss ?
yes

Do you think the last person you kissed is nice?
Hes TOO nice… seriously, poor boy has issues with empathy. :) I think that’s why I love him

How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
two, maybe three

If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
nope, cant change what got me where I am

When someone says "we need to talk," what runs through your mind?
oh no, are you okay!?

Who was the last person to hurt you?
ummm, Clayton. Hes Ian’s friend and I’m afraid he doesn’t like me :(

Are you terrified of anything?
glass on skin…

Where were you tonight ?
home and town

Last person you had a heart to heart with in person? When?
aaron, last Friday, we went for a walk

Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
talk, I cant hold in things like that :) no secrets is my policy

Felt like punching anything lately ?
nah

Are you currently trying to quit something?
These notes

Is it awkward when you run into your ex's?
not really, but he tends to make it awkward by doing something obnoxious

Do you know anyone who committed suicide?
no… wait, yes. Sigh. And, like most cases, he really didn’t have to…

Do you believe, deep down, that we are all the same?
no. we are complex and unique gifts from God

How many hours did you sleep for last night?
7?

Have you ever overheard a conversation you weren’t supposed to?
hehe, probably

What is something you need to do within the next two hours?
homework hair and bed

Do you believe that there's good in everybody?
yes

nanananananaaaaaaaaaa NOTE

Do you want to be single?
im okay with being single, but I don’t think that’s going to be happening anytime soon
:)

Do you know what the last person you kissed is doing right now?
Hanging out at home with his brother last I heard P:

I bet your going to kiss someone tomorrow, right?
right! :D

Is there a song that every time you hear it, you think of someone?
theres a few for a bunch of people

Are you ready for kids now?
noooooo!!!!!!

The last person that made you angry, did you tell them?
don’t get angry very often

Where is your best friend right now?
home, too far away

The last person to tell you "I love you"?
Mom… ? or ian

Can you remember the last time you really liked someone?
currently

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months or more?
been there, done that, goin round again

Have you ever been caught sneaking out?
no

Have you ever received a text message that made you cry?
probably…

If the last person you kissed, told you that kissing you was a mistake what would your reaction be?
he’d be lying.,. haha, or he’d be regretting trying to win the game ;)

Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?
happier… much happier

Has anyone hurt you bad lately?
nope

Do you prefer to text message or talk on the phone?
talk on the phone… well usually, it depends

Is there anything you should be doing right now?
history homework, exorcise might be a good idea to but screw that

Did you go to sleep smiling last night?
I’d say so

Who has seen you cry the most?
mom or alana

If you could have anything right now, what would it be?
A huge fucking chocolate bar! Or some chocolate ice cream… im craving …

When did you last cry?
ummm, dunno, while ago

Does the number 18 have any significance to you?
not really

Have you ever had to block anyone online?
yeah

How are you feeling?
bored as hell… and wanting chocolate, and a little lonely

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
nana :)

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
I hope so…

Is there someone who has made a difference in your life?
alana, she’ s my everything! I love her to death. And aaron and JOSH! Having guy friends who are actually MY friends!!!

Have you ever gotten burnt by a cigarette?
no

Do you have unlimited texting?
no cell

When was the last time you totally broke down?
I dunno

What are you listening to right now?
the salt water room – owl city

Are you a nice person?
most people tell me im a bitch … but theres a few who told me im nice and it really meant a lot

Do you like tattoo's?
not tacky ones or tramp stamps

Who of the opposite sex has seen you at your worst?
sigh… I honestly couldn’t say

Have you ever slept a whole day away?
yeah, I had mono

Do you think relationships are even worth it?
well, at the very least its life experience

What are you doing this weekend?
hanging with alana

If something was really wrong, who is the first person you would go to?
alana or mom or ian

Do you think age matters in relationships?
depends … HALF YOUR AGE PLUS SEVEN :D
That’s actually an okay rule.

Have you ever been called heartless?
not to my face at least… but theres someone I suspect who may have used the term

What were you doing at 4am?
sleeping

Who will you be sleeping with tonight? where at?
Just me in my bed

What do you think of girls/boys that play games with people's hearts?
they’ll learn eventually. Treat others the way you want to be treated. Love and be loved.

Do you think you've changed over the past year?
a whole hell of a lot

Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
I’m thinking so :)

How late did you stay up last night and why?
10? School today

What are you looking forward to in the next month?
Hmm, not too much, maybe a dance

Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
not really. I think I’ve grown a lot, its been a big year for me

Are you wearing jeans right now?
nope

Have you lost contact with someone you wish you didn't?
not really, but kinda

Ever kissed in the rain?
think so…

Were you happy when you woke up today?
sure, back to school today, couldn’t wait to see everybody :)

Have you ever had a sleepover with the last person you texted?
no cell

Is there a camera near you?
nope

Are you excited about anything?
not particularly

Who was the last person to call you babe/baby?
no one as of late

What first pops in your head when you think of last summer?
the one day at the river with bill and lorenzo when everything went back to how it was and I realized we were all really different.

What will you be doing this Saturday?
work, then hanging with alana

Do you have feelings for the last person you kissed?
yes, I love him :)

Will you be involved in any athletic activities tomorrow?
gym class

Are you scared about the future?
kinda, but I’m also looking forward to it

Do you feel like your life is flying by?
sorta is… im already 16 and in the second semester of gr 10!!

When you say you don't care do you mean it?
usually

Is heart break really as bad as people make it out?
I’ve never had my heart broken

Nananananooooooooooooote

what are you doing tonight?
hanging with aaron :)

is there someone who continuously lets you down?
nope, I don’t give people the chance

would you run down the street naked if it meant earning $15,000?
yes. No hesitation … besides its only skin ;)

Does your ex miss you?
I don’t think so, but you never know

if there were no letters on the keys on your keyboard could you still type?
well, id probably just write them back on

in the past week have you cried?
don’t think so

would you rather dye your hair or go tanning?
I need to get my roots done… I could use a trim too

are you counting down for anything?
not really… well, Monday kinda, cause I enjoy school :O

do you like getting told what to do?
I actually hate it. If im being given instructions, that’s cool, I get that, but don’t tell me what to do

who are you currently texting?
no cell

did you reject or accept your last friend request?
accept

is tomorrow going to be a good day?
should be, going to the sportsmans show after work

what does your 20th text say?
no cell

Have you ever had to be put to sleep for an operation?
nope

Have you ever liked the last person you messaged?
Well, I kinda love him

Why did you text the last person in your inbox?
no cell

Have you ever cried in school?
yeah

Last person of the opposite sex you screamed at?
brother

Do you want any ex back?
um, no. past is past and I’ve got way better things ahead

What's the relationship between the last person you texted and you?
No cell

Do you miss your past?
nope not really

Is there anybody that you wish you could fix things with?
kinda, but meh

Your parents are Divorced/ Married/ Seperated?
Married

What's your favorite word?
Mother fucker or retardafuckinlicious os maybe its fandamntastic.
Im sorry, its true. I swear like a pirate

How many people did you have "strong" feelings for in 2009?
sighhhhhh…… um two

Do you wish a past relationship could have lasted longer?
oh no, 14 months was actually WAY too long

Have you had alcohol this week?
nope

Are you happy with life?
i kinda love it alot :)

Been cheated on?
no :O

Were you single over summer?
nope

Would you marry for money?
depends, could I get a divorce, keep half the money, move to europe and marry my real love?

Do you believe that love lasts forever?
yes. Even if its not just for two people, there will always be love somewhere

Math or English?
either, im a good student

When was the last time you cried really really hard and why?
two weeks ago, I fell down the stairs

How many times have you been pulled over by the police?
none :D

Does it take a lot to make you cry?
well im not gonna cry if you kill a spider but im not gonna be indifferent if someone dies, you know?

Have you ever told anyone you were okay when you really weren't?
Yeah :/ I hate it when I do that

What was your favorite meal as a child?
well, my mother claims that as a child I really enjoyed vegetable casseroles, but I think she just wants me to eat those now.

Do you know what your name would have been if you where opposite sex?
davis. How stupid is that?

Do you have any twins in your family?
nope

Do you just want to yell in someone's face right now?
RAWR MOTHER FUCKER!
I just feel like yelling in general

Do you like your ex?
no, I really cant stand him anymore

Where will you be 2 hours from now?
probably walking to pick up aaron from work

Does anyone love you?
lotsa people love me :D

Can you make yourself sneeze?
I wonder…

What are you doing tomorrow?
you already asked that

Are you easily confused?
sometimes it really doesn’t take much :)

Do you think you would make a good boyfriend/girlfriend?
I actually believe that I’m a bad girlfriend… I dunno, I just think that if I had to date me, I’d find myself really annoying, but Ian doesn’t seem to mind so meh. Maybe I’ll ask him…

Everything happens for a reason?
definitely maybe

How has the week been?
pretty good :)

Do you sleep with the TV on?
only if I fall asleep on the couch

Are you too forgiving?
nah, people don’t hurt me enough to need forgiveness, I choose my friends well I if do say so myself

What was the last thing you put in your mouth?
COOKIES nomnomnom

If you could have any vehicle what would it be?
A purple motorcycle, vroom vroom bitches

Do you have anything in your pockets right now?
nope

How many windows are open on your computer?
three

In the past week have you gotten sick?
nope, don’t think so

In the past week have you gotten your hair cut?
nope

What do you do with most of your time?
lately, keeping house

Do you think you'll be a good mother/father?
I hope so…

Are you high-maintainence?
Not really… as long as I’ve got a little eyeliner and maybe some bobby pins I’m fine.

Can you easily tell if someone's fake?
FAKE AND GAY TROLL!!
Haha, anyone watch RWJ? No? kay… I’ll shut up then.

How's your heart?
beating and pulsing and bloody… all good here :D

What are you doing this weekend?
Sportsmans show and lazertag

What are you thinking about right now?
Ugh don’t ask or my mind will start reeling agan.

Are you mad at anyone right now?
nope

What is your favorite number? Would you consider having that many kids?
12. maybe… only so they can play 6 on 6 road hockey.

Do you know of any songs with your name in them?
hmm, nope. All my kids’ names will be in songs
Hey Jude
Joanna (from Sweeney Todd)
Penelope (Horatio the Penguin, and To This Day)

What is your best subject?
Drama and science

Have you ever played Twister?
Yeah, I actually love that game :)

When was the last time you went to the movies? Who did you go with?
couple days ago, with dad and brother

Will you be in a relationship in the next couple months?
I’m thinking so… I don’t plan on letting him go any time soon.

Have you ever regretted letting someone go?
no, not really.