I don't have a friend that I can share my feelings right now, Im devastated , I can't think properly I don't know what i have to do. Im really mad at my mom. Why does she's hitting me like this? I really don't do anything, I keep silent for almost a month now, I did not even talking back when she's scolding me even its nonsense. I don't say bad words to her. But Why? She can't appreciate my silence at all when she's scolding me, when she's hitting me by words, I keep my self silent for I know that Im an impatient person and Im not that really good in controlling my temper that is why I never speak back to her because, We people don't care what words come out on out mouth when we are mad and I don't want that to happen so I keep my self silent as for respect for her too. BUT NOW she really get on my nerve. You see, Im really tired, I don't have enough sleep and I have so many things to do, since tomorrow is the first day of our final exam. and there she was , She talking about this and that stuff and to my surprise she was blaming it all to me, Since I was this and that like this and that she said. I was telling her the truth calmly but she don't understand me. what she wants is what she wants. and with that I calm myself up. I shut my mouth keep my self away from the fight but Wow she's really hitting on me now. I tried to do what she want and what the , she still scolding me and there I lose my control I stand up and explain everything up but NO! Its useless she's speaking now together with me its like she does not really care if Im saying the truth or not she only wants what she wants and believe and THERE I raised a voice and then she slaps me. I cried in her face on her front. I told her that "Don't talk and blame to like that, Like you know me because You're not" I know its wrong that I said those but that's what I really feel. I mean she's mu mom she must know me more than the others do, And what is her doing is not like one. I hate this I hate crying. She's the only person who make me cry you know guys. but still love her . But I can't deny that Im mad at her this time around.

Uwaa! That feels good! :)that you have send out what's inside your heart, Thank you :)