Well, How should I put this, Uhm my first boyfriend is a taekwondo player basically I met him during our taekwondo class actually he is one of our instructor but please don't get me wrong he is only 16 years old. At our first meeting I was almost late but I made it. Yeah I arrived when they are doing their stretching he lead us. When I first saw him, There's nothing I feel I mean no Impression at all. ( even though the other girls where so attracted to him they say he's handsome ) But no, His handsomeness had no effect to me at all (maybe that time, love affair is not in my head ) And so, many more meetings came and I notice that he keeps on looking at me, Whenever our eyes met he does not give any emotion on his face I mean just his straight face no emotions at all and there I will smile at him and he will look away. That was awkward I think he's not friendly at all looking away like that. One day after I got home I received a text, it says " arch aaron arevalo amin " My first experience was fun even though it is long distance relationship we only meet during Saturdays (training) .. I experienced to love and be loved (they say that , that was the greatest gift you will receive here on earth to love and be loved) .. We face many obstacle, hm. 1st our distance yeah we always missing one another. We wanna see each other and hang out but the distance is just a big hindrance , I don't expect that much for I know that we are young. Also he said that this is his first time to date a girl that is so far away with him so am I. In a relationship its not only Fun and happiness. There's also tears and pain. It was fun. Its like the romance manga that we read But I assure you that our love story is more wonderful than what we you have read . hahah :))
And when time passes there when I laugh he smile and I smile. Unfortunately I can't attend to our remaining trainings for I am pretty busy.
And then I replied it so happen that the person who text me is that guy in our taekwondo training. I mean he don't speak at all that's why I never know about his name, and I am not interested with it though. And so I wonder why did he text me. After that we had this so long conversation on our cellphones. He is nice, fun to talk to, he is good in giving topics, sometimes he's dramatic, he's an open person, he's honest, and not a pushy type. I am a straight forward person so I ask him directly if he likes me, them he said yes. And so I told him that I like him too. " like " not " love " :D ..
Time pass, and our feelings he was courting me for 5 months then I finally said that we could start as a boyfriend girlfriend . I think, I allowed him to date me for only two reasons, 1st I love him 2nd I love him. haha ..
But I don't love him so much that I am willing to sacrifice my life , haha for I know that at this age and stage there's no relationship that will last.
yeah. I experience to cry :) .. We were young and we sometimes we are confused how to handle things that much but we are striving.
It was fun to experience it. Heartbeats, Heartaches and all .
To love and be loved <3
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