This is going to be like my diary, but since i have netnanny and she seems to think this is "mature" i cant type on here much, but when i can i will!
- Created By Saerily
Daddy, It hurts
Please read, you won't regret it.
My name is Chris,
I am three,
My eyes are swollen..
I cannot see.
I must be stupid,
I must be bad,
What else could have made,
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better,
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy,
Would still want to hug me.
I can't do a wrong,
I can't speak at all,
Or else I'm locked up,
All day long.
When I'm awake,
I'm all alone,
The house is dark,
My folks aren't home.
When my mommy does come home,
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll just get,
One whipping tonight.
I just heard a car,
My daddy is back,
From Charlie's bar
I hear him curse,
My name is called,
I press myself,
Against the wall.
I try to hide,
From his evil eyes,
I'm so afraid now,
I'm starting to cry.
He finds me weeping,
Calls me ugly words,
He says its my fault,
He suffers at work.
He slaps and hits me,
And yells at me more,
I finally get free,
And run to the door.
He's already locked it,
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me,
Against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor,
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues,
With more bad words spoken.
'I'm sorry!', I scream,
But it's now much to late,
His face has been twisted,
Into a unimaginable shape.
The hurt and the pain,
Again and again,
Oh please God,
have mercy!
Oh please let it end!
And he finally stops,
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless,
Sprawled on the floor.
My name is Chris,
I am three,
Tonight my daddy,
Murdered me.
And you can help,
Sickens me to the soul,
If you read this,
And don't pass it on
I pray for your forgiveness,
You would have to be,
One heartless person,
Not to be affected,
By this Poem.
And because you ARE affected,
Do something about it!
So all I ask you to do,
Is pass this on!
IF YOU ARE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE!
Post this as 'Daddy ... It hurts'
If you do not send this to everyone you know
Then you obviously don't care about child abuse
~*~*
this mad me cry... because its true, this happens much to often.
Rules of Survival is a book that demonstrates this, even though they werent killed, they were basically broken, its really sad
I cost $3615 a night!
Natural Hair Color:
[x] Brown - $100(its more brown than Blonde)
[] Blonde - $50
[] Black - $15
[] Bald - $5
[] Other-$75
Total: 100
Eye Color:
[] Brown - $50
[] Green - $75
[x] Blue $150
[] Hazel $100
[] Other - $15
Total so far: 250
Height:
[] Over 7′ - $200
[] 6′8″ to 7′ - $175
[] 6′0″ to 6′7″ - $150
[] 5′5″ to 5′11″ - $75
[x] 5′4″ to 5′10″ - $85
[] Under 5′4 - $95
Total so far: 345
Age:
[] 50 to 56 - $175
[] 46 to 50 - $150
[] 41 to 45 - $125
[] 31 to 40 - $100
[] 26 to 30 - $75
[] 21 to 25 - $50
[] 19 to 20 - $25
[x] 0 to 18 - $100
Total so far: 445
Birth Order:
[] Twins or more than twins - $750
[x] First Born - $320
[] Only Child - $250
[] second born - $150
[] Middle child - $100
[] Last Born - $100
[] third born - $550
[] fourth born - $300
[] fifth born - $400
[] sixth born -$215
Total so far: 765
Drink?
[] I did like once - $400
[] Only Holidays - $250
[] Sometimes - $215
[] YES - $200
[] only weekends - $300
[] Every other day - $50
[] Once a day - $15
[] I live from the bottle - $Bankrupt$ [[back to $ZERO]]
[x] No - $600
Total so far: 1365
Vision?
[] perfect vision $400
[] need or have glasses/ contacts but dont wear them $200
[] No correction $100
[] Glasses $50
[x] contacts $25
[] Surgical correction -$100
Total so far: 1390
Shoe Size:
[] 13+ - $300
[] 12 and a half to 13 - $250
[] 11 to 12 - $400
[x] 7 to 10 - $500
[] Under 7- $450
Total so far: 1890
Favorite Colors (two):
[] Green-$750
[] Red - $600
[] Black - $100
[] Yellow -$475
[] Brown - $300
[x] Purple - $225
[] White - $400
[] Aqua - $350
[] Orange - $300
[] Blue - $300
[] Pink - $100
[x] Other - $500
Total: 2615
Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[] Yes $0
[X] Nope - add $1000
[] some - $750
Final Total: $3615
this is Halloween!
It feels like Halloween aleady, ive been looking forward to it all week, which is wierd since I kinda dont really like Halloween... I guess its this Amv:
Ive had it stuck in my head all week XD
Ive even drawn a group picture with a person representing each one described in the song...
then they began looking like my ocs, (idk why, i just realized it XD)
then I realized that I forgot "I am the one hiding under your bed, teeth ground sharp and eyes glowing red" and since they looked like my ocs, I made that one Kiri...
Theres also Aya, Logan (Click!)Kari, Ryo, and Sakura(my new Utau Oc... Look on my Deviantart!)
sigh...
Im bored... Ill be on my DA... so, bye!
and I cant find my new pages for All is Fair
I spent so much time on them, and now im freaking out, I did them in july and never scanned them in, and i want to now, I was trying a K-on! style for the little kids and it was AWESOME >.<
p.s. I love these New(er) openings!
this one is awesome how they put that togethor!
I like Luka :D
This is AWESOME:
TheO Meme
1. Type your full username.
Shiori ofthe Moon
2. Do you have other accounts? If so, what is the name(s) of it/them
only one more... my first... Lotsa Fruit Basket and Inuyasha favs on there -.-;;
KiraraKeylala
yup... Inuyasha
3. What do you submit on theO?
Wallpapers, drawings, and ecards, but only stuff I put a lot of effort in, since, unlike Deviantart, netnanny doesnt let me submit
(stupid parental controls -.- my parents(aka, only dad) dont trust me (mom does)
(My dad let it slip, in, that, more or less, he thinks Im a Bulimic druugy (which Im not... Im amazingly boring)
4. Out of what you submit most, what is the most popular piece?
um.... idk -.- cause, well, my stuff, quite simply, sucks... that it all
Art:
Baby Sakura(I know... *gasp* 9 favs)
with Close second(6 favs orz)
Aya before, Fantasy Earth Zero, Zero Gaurdians coloring(the witch orz)
Wallpapers:
Luka, The pink Lady 32 favs!
Kokoro(13)
Elegant Twins (11)
Ecards:
Worship meh!:15 (not bad for a default font with my name in it and a blown up screenshot)
Suki Daisuki!: 12 (and I put EFFORT into that!)
5. Are you surprised?
um, I know the art sucks, but Im proud of the wallpaper, the ecard, yes, suprised me
6. Who is your best friend on theO?
um...in order of meeting, AONEKO and... and... then ecnelisterger! Hes very nice and kind
(um... they could be considered different things... I think)
and then Valkyrja Thrud!
7. Who is your enemy on theO?
I have enemies? but... but... I try to be nice! T.T
8. Who do you admire on theO?
Every person I've ever subscribed to! (all 200! (i know, a lot, but, theyre all GREAT and AMAZING artists/people!))
9. When did you join theO?
11/04/09
10. Do you like theO?
Yup, when Netnanny isnt being a meanie ^^
11. Have any nicknames on here?
I've been called Shiori/Moon-chan before, (username, duh)
Usually Im called Shiori-chan
on Other sites, Im Krissy/ Kris/ Ame/ anything else
12. Belong to rps? If you do, names?
nope, not on here,
I roleplay on Neopets ^^;;
heh, its really fun!
13. What do you usually do on here?
Look at art, Fav if I like, always hug, and then run away!
14. Do you know anyone on theO in real life?
Noooooeeessss TT.TT
15. Is a family member on here?
Nopes... my family doesnt like my habit of watching 'cartoons' all the time.
but I converted my just 4 year old cousin into a FMA fan, he likes Fma more than bleach though TT.TT Im sad, cause its the
original anime Im watching, but Im not up-to-date on bleach, so thats what I really wanna watch,
oddly, that four year old got the entire Rukia arc, as well as much of the Bount arc that I was in, in a 10 minute crash course,
and understood it.
perfectly
I love Tommy
he is the future Otakuite in the family
I know it
16. Do you comment often?
no... sadly... I should comment more
COMMENTS MAKE ME HAPPY! SO THEY MUST MAKE YOU SOMEWHAT HAPPY
17. Is there anything you wish you could take back involving theO?
yes....
my username
18. If yes, what?
MY USERNAME
I hates it
I really hates it a lots
I is talking funny, I is gonna stops nows
19. How much of your time is spent on here?
bunches
20. Do you keep in contact with anyone on theO that you don’t know in rl?
yup, Valkyrja Thrud! I like talking to her, but its usually a comment conversation on DA or something wierd like that
21. Something you LOVE about theO?
Everthing!
22. Something you HATE about theO?
Trolls.
um... OHYEAHANDTHEWAYNETNANNYREALLYHATESIT
23. Something you wish you could change?
The ability to Change your username, but only like, once, every year or so, so you really have to think about it!
24. How many subscribers do you have?
63
25. Are you fine with that number?
I guess. I dont really mind it,
26. Do you call people on theO with “Chan”, “Kun”, “San”, “Sama”, “Sensei”, etc.?
Yes.
occasionally
not often
27. Do you know what any of those even are?
Yup^^ Every one, who to use it with, what it means, etc(im such a dork... Ive loved Asia since I was little, (yes, Asia in general)
so I learn as much as I can about a lot of the cultures!
28. Who do you talk to on theO the most?
um... IDK
29. Does theO have a influence on your every day life?
Yup! I Look on here every day!
30. What did you think of this 30 question meme?
this is a meme? (*shot*)
School tomorrow
"'OTL noooooo I have to spend all day finish my Lord of the Flieschapter-half pages, since i finished the study guide orz, goodbye, my wonderful days of lazyness