Yeah, this world is what is going on in my head and my life. (Well some of what is going on in my head...not everything. Just wanted to clear that up for you.) So yeah, hope you like reading what I have to say. Don't forget to comment to. I would like to know what you think of my world you know. Cause if it sucks, I would like to kno. So, yeah, that's it!!
- Created By StarlightPrincess
Everyone Must
A poem I was actually suppose to post a while ago, but I forgot
Everyone must know
they must hear my wails of sorrow
they must know all my sympathies
Everyone must know
of all my frailties
how hard my life is
Everyone must hear
they must hear when I complain
they must hear my self pitying
Everyone Keep Quiet
It's my turn to speak
don't tell me how I'm full of it
Don't treat me like I'm weak
Everyone must listen
as I bicker about lies that seem to be truths
and things that have no affect on me
Everyone is mean
If they tell me the truth
don't ask if I'm productive
I don't need your questioning
Everyone mustn't speak
How dare they tell my to suck it up
Who are they to say shut up?
Don't tell me it's my fault
The world is against me
Conspiring for my ruin
Saying otherwise is just
insensitive!
I'm Sorry
Mood: depressive
destruction
Bleh. I hate my moods. I hardly ever get mad. The last time I was actually mad was months ago to be honest. When I get mad. I get very very angry for like a very very long time. But then the anger subsides and then I get all depressed and possibly mad again. Then I just feel like crap in the end. I don't know why, people today just seem to want to make me angry. It's not helping with a certain friend of mine always complaining and then getting angry over stupid things and ten complaining some more. It's gets irritating hearing the same old story every day five days a week 2 sometimes 3 hours a day. But anyway's I'm going to be posting some poems I wrote to make myself feel better. Poetry awesome at getting my negative emotions calmed.
First poem... Couldn't really think of a way to end it, but here it is.
I'm sorry
For being there.
For trying to care.
I'm sorry
for everything that I did right,
that you could only see the wrong.
I'm sorry for being straight up front,
but hey that because I'm blunt.
I'm sorry
You can't take the truth,
that honesty doesn't appease you.
I'm sorry
that you can't see your fault
that you need everything to sound nice.
I'm sorry
that I can't sugar coat things.
I'm not one to dance around the truth.
I'm sorry
you can't seem to see
how annoying you have become.
I'm sorry
that I don't care anymore,
in fact I couldn't care less.
I'm sorry....
wait...
No I'm not.
Thanksgiving....overrated?
This may be late but whatever. Better late than never I always say..
To me, the typical Thanks giving seems soo overrated and cliche to me. It's always the same thing every year. Everything about it is so repetitive. Really, thought a persons typical thanksgiving consist of going over to visit family or having them all come to your house. Then typically there would be a big dinner with the same foods such as Turkey, stuffing, yams, turkey, cranberry sauce, potatoes, cake, pies and all this other stuff give or take a few items.But it's basically all the same every year. You never hear of someone having pizza for thanksgiving or idk peanut butter and jelly sandwiches. For someone not to have a turkey on thanksgiving its like the end of the world. There are people who are like how could you break tradition like that? And all in your face and everything over something so trivial. This just shows how people value routine. Activities may include family arguments, you may play some games while waiting for the food to get done some may even help with the cooking. Then there are those who watch football or some type of sport or something idk I'm not into that stuff.
So basically what I get out of Thanksgiving every year is that its just a day to sit around and hang out with a bunch of people whom you don't know, don't like or haven't seen in since the last year or a combination of all three. It is also a day to give people a reason to be fat and eat as much as they want and more than there stomach can physically hold while possibly getting into little spats and watching football.
So this holiday has been dedicated to getting fat in my opinion and hanging out with strangers. What a lovely thing to celebrate.
Now what I thought thanksgiving was suppose to be is entirely different. In my eyes thanksgiving, not about stuffing your face not even family and friends (but you can ya know celebrate with family and such, nothing really wrong with that I guess. To me its about being thankful. It's suppose to be a day that happens once a year, to stop whining and complaining about things and be thankful. Thankful for what? For everything you have. The opportunities you may have the challenges you might face. Just be thankful, because we all know, no matter what the situation is, it can always be worse.
:3
Well yeah I really don't have anything in particular here to write. Know yet, again, it as been a wile since I lasted posted something but yeah whatever. I have time now, so all of you little ones out there can read this to keep you entertained. Below is an unfinished poem I wroteded I hope you enjoy it. i know its not much but at least its something. lol
Will there be flowers on my grave?
will you come day after day
maybe year after year?
Will you come back like you said
Will I not be forgotten not that I'm dead?
Will there be flowers on my grave?
Would you bring roses?
or violets,
maybe even daffodils?
Could you at least bring a weed?
a single dandelion?
Am I at least, worth that much?
Could you come maybe, every two years?
Would that be too much
How about 3?
It would be better
than not at all
Will there be flowers on my grave?
Or will they all die and wither away
It may be a little sad and maybe morbid, but Idk..you be the judge. :p
Here's a random picture and I'm done ere..for now that is...
