Mood: depressive
destruction

Bleh. I hate my moods. I hardly ever get mad. The last time I was actually mad was months ago to be honest. When I get mad. I get very very angry for like a very very long time. But then the anger subsides and then I get all depressed and possibly mad again. Then I just feel like crap in the end. I don't know why, people today just seem to want to make me angry. It's not helping with a certain friend of mine always complaining and then getting angry over stupid things and ten complaining some more. It's gets irritating hearing the same old story every day five days a week 2 sometimes 3 hours a day. But anyway's I'm going to be posting some poems I wrote to make myself feel better. Poetry awesome at getting my negative emotions calmed.

First poem... Couldn't really think of a way to end it, but here it is.

I'm sorry
For being there.
For trying to care.
I'm sorry
for everything that I did right,
that you could only see the wrong.
I'm sorry for being straight up front,
but hey that because I'm blunt.
I'm sorry
You can't take the truth,
that honesty doesn't appease you.
I'm sorry
that you can't see your fault
that you need everything to sound nice.
I'm sorry
that I can't sugar coat things.
I'm not one to dance around the truth.
I'm sorry
you can't seem to see
how annoying you have become.
I'm sorry
that I don't care anymore,
in fact I couldn't care less.
I'm sorry....
wait...
No I'm not.