For months now, I've been walking through
A deeply colored atmosphere of blue
I'm now going through the rain
Although I can't really complain
This descending feeling of emotions
Is blurring all of others motions
I can no longer wish to see reality
Yet I plainly see the real actuality
For months now, I've been walking through the rain
I'm going through a deeper shade of blue now
The blue turns to shades of gray, oh how
Could I have seen this coming, it's just inevitable pain
I no longer know how to avoid it, now matter what I try
I end up, giving up, and simply wanting to cry
The truth of reality stabs me in my heart
For years now, it's been tearing me apart
I have to get out now, I hope it is soon, I pray
But how can I, when the once blue sky
Has turned to a deeper shade of gray
Lately, all I want to do is cry...
But now I'm walking through a deeper shade of gray
The colors are blending together, no longer having a meaning
Is this how far I've really strayed
From the intended path I wanted to take, but I'm no longer seeing
I wish I could see that blue sky once again
I'm sure I thought I'd never miss it, way back then
But things chance once reality starts kicking in
It shredded apart the once blue sky, tore down my aching heart, in the end
