Wandering around aimlessly in reality
I stand and stare at nothing, though the world around me is crazy
Without you, I am forced to think about how things could be
Without you, even my goals all blur, turning hazy
For some reason I thought I could never be happy
But here I am now, and it's too good to be true
Never thought it could be so real, I almost want to scream
Because being happy was just some unreachable dream
But after having something so close, then have it suddenly taken away
It shows me how fragile I've become... my heart's stuck in the fray
As much as I disregard hope, it's always a new path you portray
You've done so much for me, how can I possibly ever repay?
I feel like something is missing when you're not around
A part of my heart, it's beating but not completely
When you're not here, it's a painful sadness I resound
But to not worry you, my sadness, I keep tucked away so neatly
Without you being instantly reachable, I feel simply incomplete
Without you, I do things so halfheartedly, I pray so one day we can meet
I don't know what else to do, but somehow, I don't feel as lost anymore
I feel more useless and empty instead, what am I even here for?
I have everything I need
But none of it matters because I can't spend time with you
I tried telling myself I don't need you, but I could not succeed
Without you, I'm not myself, I just don't know what to do
Things are so different now, though it's been a short time
I'm sorry I feel this way- I hope loving you isn't a crime
I can't stand the thought of not knowing if you're okay or not
It just tears at me and makes me wonder what I've really got
