Organizing/ Horrible..

I'm just doing what the title says.
Cleaning up on websites means reorganizing things, redecorating, getting task done, etc.
I just went through my OLD messages while deleting them and I ready some.
I had some VERY great friendships on TheO... Like seriously.
I feel so bad for ever thinking about leaving all this behind.
Now, I feel like I can never get back the friendship me and so many of you reading this shared because of my actions. I'm willing to make up for my rudeness and neglectful behavior. I'm up for making new friendships and strengthening old ones. Gosh. I feel horrible. :(

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