I haven't been posting anything on here lately...

So... I'm doing great in skool. I didn't wear uniform today because I ran out of uniform pants and skirts and shirts to wear so I wore a cute black, blue, yellow, and white top with a electric guitar and stars on it, blue jeans with cuts on them, black leg warmers, big gold earrings, a black hoodie (just to wear over or to keep me warm), a gem sticker on the right side of my right eye, and some regular white nikeys. I looked so cute today! I had my hair down also. I am sooo good with my fashion!

But I also was in a bad mood today. From the moment I woke up I was in a bad mood, and I wasn't tired either. I mostly walked the halls (in my cute outfit) with my eyes all dark and gloomy and my hood on my head. I was scary to most people. Everyone was saying "whats wrong Jenae?" and I would say "nothing's wrong..."
I was just pissed for no reason... I'm usual acting crazy and stuff but not today... or all this week!!! I just noticed! I cried today. I don't know why. I was just sooo depressed. I just don't know myself... Then I thought of a reason why I was acting like this... I was going Emo.

I was always Emo in my own way. I was always depressed but never really really showed it. I listened to sad music all the time... I cry all the time... It's just there... my own emoness. I told my friends i'm going emo by texted and they freaked out a little but then they reasoned with it. I didn't get to tell certain people and so I waited for them to text back. And that's when Janelle took the phone away from me! How dare she! She ahd it for the whole damn week! And when I wanted to use it she takes it away! She was pissing me off this whole week. I don't even wanna say how cuz it's soooo stupid how she acts and what not. When she took the cell away from me I started to cry. Boy, I did not like sharing a flip-nacking cell phone with her. Plus I was so emotional today. I just had to let it all out... so I cried. She didn't seem to care when I tried to fight back for the phone. And I knew she saw those tears running down mt face but didn't seem to care. She just walked off. Her addiction to the phone and boys was sooo annoying. I'm going to write that in my diary!! Watch!!!

~Emo Jenae....