I've been looking through all the great artworks that were made on TheOtaku and DA and I realized that I'm not even close to good at drawing like most people. I mean, just looking at the many different styles made me think to myself, "Why aren't I that great at drawing and coloring?". I'm no good at shading, porportions, hands, faces, coloring, and much more. It gets me sad. Very sad... If only I was better at doing stuff. If only I had enough time in the world to practice and learn from my mistakes but I don't. If only I had the right type of software to color my pictures how I want it, like a pro.
If only I had the right coloring tools to make my creations look real. If only... If only...

I could make a poem out of what I'm feeling but I just don't feel like doing so... I'm so depressed. Don't be suprised if I don't update anything in the next few days. I think I have a block from drawing now. I mean if I'm not so great at drawing, why even draw at all, right? I've been intested in Sonic lately and I can't even drawing my OCs right. And gosh, my coloring really sucks! Maybe I really should stop drawing...