Important dates

3/21/98- Catherine ARRIVES!~
2/4/00- J.P. ARRIVES!~
4/16/07- Move to hopedale, parents divorce
8/1/09- Move to Northbridge
8/17/12- First day of high school (BVT <3)
5/3/13 - Father is kicked out for the last time
10/15/13 - Get OSHA licence
2/--/14 - Gave first haircut
3/21/14 - 16th birthday, got driving permit
4/27/14 - GOT FIRST TATTOO!~
5/27/14 - first cartilage piercing
6/6/14 - First trip to NY

Goals
5/16 - move to boston
5/20 - graduate college
9/20 - become a kindergarten teacher, continue receiving education

Those are just goals, the chips will fall where they may

From My Fishbowl

NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!~ Why clear why </3

~*~*~DRAMAtical Murder~*~*~ is too amazing to comprehend...so fucked up but so amazing <3

I went on my sophomore NY trip yesterday, and I thought I loved the city before... now my obsession has reached its peek. I have been obsessed with skylines for years but they have now climbed to my top 5 most beautiful things I have ever seen.

5. City Skylines.
4. The look of a child when they see their father or mother as a super hero.
3. The eyes of a mother with a son or daughter coming home from the military.
2. When a boy cries from joy.
1. The smile of someone realizing that they are, and always have been, a beautiful person.

It just occurred to me, that only one of the things on my top five are non-human related. I guess I don't hate humans as much as I thought I did. But also, there is only so much I have seen from my very small and secluded fishbowl.

I am now using this as my online Diary.
-C

Mistaking Your Own Worth

Don't let yourself in...... I learned from the best.

Forever Painting Flowers For You

Strange maze, what is this place?
I hear voices over my shoulder,
Nothing's making sense at all.
Wonder, why do we race?
When everyday we're runnin' in circles,
Such a funny way to fall.
Tried to open up my eyes,
I'm hopin' for a chance to make it alright.

When I wake up,
The dream isn't done.
I wanna see your face,
And know I made it home.
If nothing is true,
What more can I do?
I am still painting flowers for you, woah.

Show my cards,
Gave you my heart,
Wish we could start all over.
Nothing's makin' sense at all.
Tried to open up my eyes,
I'm hopin' for a chance to make it alright.

When I wake up,
The dream isn't done.
I wanna see your face,
And know I made it home.
If nothing is true,
What more can I do?
I am still painting flowers for you,
I am still painting flowers for you.

I heard everything you said,
I don't wanna lose my head,
When I wake up,
The dream isn't done.
I wanna see your face,
And know I made it home.
If nothing is true,
What more can I do?
I am still painting flowers for you.

I miss you my forever

Good bye

To think this is what it feels like to kill your self off from the world. It is empty and sad. Like ripping a thread from a article of cloth, its destructive. This is like being reborn though, as someone else, I will see through the eyes of another, feel different feelings, and test is love can span through death. Saying good bye.... its harder than I thought.

-Germany/America/Naruto/Akari/Catherine