My personal blog world. Called The Labyrinth because life basically is one.

So. Me:

Name: Sara

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Age: 19 as of June 2

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Favorite color: I actually don't know. I like colorful things. Basically I'm like a bird when it comes to colors.

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Favorite numbers: 4, 16, 394.

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Works: Cashier at the dining center/market on my campus. I work with nice people and get free food. It's been good.

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Likes: Reading, writing, receiving compliments, drawing, listening to music, complaining, skiing, making people laugh, Harry Potter, dark chocolate, Ben and Jerry's, changing peoples' computer backgrounds to weird random stuff while they're not looking, epic soundtracks that motivate me.

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Hates: Any sort of stinging insect, that awkward moment when there's an inside joke and I don't get it. Any awkward moment at all, really. Also early-morning exams and 9-hour work shifts.

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Interesting facts: I have color-changing eyes. They go between blue and gray, and I actually have a couple pictures to prove this. I collect fortune cookie fortunes, chapsticks, and paper books, because I'm afraid they may soon go out of print. Also, I recently found out about a rare phenomenon that occurs in some peoples' brains when they hear certain sounds or perceive certain things. It's called ASMR, and it triggers a tingling sensation that spreads from the head to the limbs. I have had this all my life and it's really cool, but I never knew it was an official thing or that it was rare until this year.

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My current obsessions: Jody Mills and just Supernatural in general, dyeing my hair multiple colors so that I feel like a dragon, staying up all night reading the weirdest fanfiction I can find while wondering what I am doing with my life, making sure I eat enough protein, ASOIAF (the show's not half as good as the books and I'll fight you on this, but I'm also obsessed with the soundtrack), any quote by GLaDOS, basically anything about Portal really, creepers from Minecraft, and this Game of Thrones fanvid.

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Favorite Manga/anime: Black Butler by far. Sebastian's been my only anime crush.

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Some stuffs about me: First and foremost, I'm a writer and storyteller. Of all the things that have changed in my life, that's been a constant and I'm pretty sure it always will be. I'm also an artist and a calligrapher. I like to read beyond reason and when I'm into a very good book I won't notice if my current dwelling falls down around me. I'm a passionate skier. I love nature and hope to live in a place with a lot of forests, mountains, or ocean later in life. I'm pretty weird and can also be kinda awkward......yeah. I really like random facts and tidbits of information. Always open to new suggestions about books, anime, manga, TV shows, etc. Always open to talk or just listen to anyone who needs to vent.
And I love bacon. A lot. Probably too much.

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Welcome to the labyrinth that is my life.

PEOPLE. Meh.

It just seems like recently everyone's been worried about someone else and there's always someone who isn't okay and there's shit going on in EVERYone's life and blah. I'm always worried about someone, or having someone get mad at me. High school=drama. I know that. But recently things have gotten out of hand.

There's this bitter tension right now between me and my best friend. It won't last, I'm sure. We've gotten through a lot together, and I can kind of see how we got to this. We're not really fighting or anything, there's just a lot we need to talk about and shit...when there's tension like that between the two of us my life doesn't feel right. It'll be okay. Soon. I hope.

Everyone will be okay in the end. All this drama will eventually work itself out. We'll all get older and more mature.

Dying computer

So, if you're wondering why I haven't been submitting art lately, it is the fault of my crappy computer. it is dying and I'm trying to prolong its life because i'm not getting a new one anytime soon. My laptop is the computer that connected to the printer and scanner, and it also had gimp on it. So now i can use none of these things. So no more art until someone in my house manages to connect another computer to the scanner, and that's taking a while because our scanner is dumb. so...blah.

On the plus side, i have chocolate-chip muffins. They are the most epic muffins I have ever eaten.

Oh yeah.

Emotional day

I don't know what the hell's up with me. I mean, yeah, I'm very emotional and just very stressed overall, but today's just been intense. I'm better now because I ran and walked a few miles and that usually helps to calm my mind. But I've just been so stressed and tense and anxious and tearful today and I don't know why. Part of it may be that my cousin ended up in the hospital yesterday after he passed out and fractured his skull. He's going to be okay, but he had us worried for a while. Maybe tomorrow will be better. In fact, I hope so, because I don't know if I can take another day like today.

My body was tired, my mind was simultaneously anxious and tired, and my legs wanted to run and move. I mean, I try not to complain too much, but it's ridiculous. I felt like I was being torn apart inside all day.

*falls over*

What just happened?

So at the beginning of this week, nothing was happening.

And now, suddenly, I've been recruited for two clubs and props crew at my school, and I'm being pushed to go to a college fair an hour away from my house tonight...and I've already got projects to work on in two classes!

Well then. Goodbye to free time and sleep.

I'm gonna be exhausted by the end of the semester.