My personal blog world. Called The Labyrinth because life basically is one.

So. Me:

Name: Sara

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Age: 19 as of June 2

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Favorite color: I actually don't know. I like colorful things. Basically I'm like a bird when it comes to colors.

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Favorite numbers: 4, 16, 394.

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Works: Cashier at the dining center/market on my campus. I work with nice people and get free food. It's been good.

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Likes: Reading, writing, receiving compliments, drawing, listening to music, complaining, skiing, making people laugh, Harry Potter, dark chocolate, Ben and Jerry's, changing peoples' computer backgrounds to weird random stuff while they're not looking, epic soundtracks that motivate me.

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Hates: Any sort of stinging insect, that awkward moment when there's an inside joke and I don't get it. Any awkward moment at all, really. Also early-morning exams and 9-hour work shifts.

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Interesting facts: I have color-changing eyes. They go between blue and gray, and I actually have a couple pictures to prove this. I collect fortune cookie fortunes, chapsticks, and paper books, because I'm afraid they may soon go out of print. Also, I recently found out about a rare phenomenon that occurs in some peoples' brains when they hear certain sounds or perceive certain things. It's called ASMR, and it triggers a tingling sensation that spreads from the head to the limbs. I have had this all my life and it's really cool, but I never knew it was an official thing or that it was rare until this year.

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My current obsessions: Jody Mills and just Supernatural in general, dyeing my hair multiple colors so that I feel like a dragon, staying up all night reading the weirdest fanfiction I can find while wondering what I am doing with my life, making sure I eat enough protein, ASOIAF (the show's not half as good as the books and I'll fight you on this, but I'm also obsessed with the soundtrack), any quote by GLaDOS, basically anything about Portal really, creepers from Minecraft, and this Game of Thrones fanvid.

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Favorite Manga/anime: Black Butler by far. Sebastian's been my only anime crush.

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Some stuffs about me: First and foremost, I'm a writer and storyteller. Of all the things that have changed in my life, that's been a constant and I'm pretty sure it always will be. I'm also an artist and a calligrapher. I like to read beyond reason and when I'm into a very good book I won't notice if my current dwelling falls down around me. I'm a passionate skier. I love nature and hope to live in a place with a lot of forests, mountains, or ocean later in life. I'm pretty weird and can also be kinda awkward......yeah. I really like random facts and tidbits of information. Always open to new suggestions about books, anime, manga, TV shows, etc. Always open to talk or just listen to anyone who needs to vent.
And I love bacon. A lot. Probably too much.

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Welcome to the labyrinth that is my life.

All I wanted...

I just wish I could give definite answers whenever things went wrong. I wish I could tell people "this is how to fix it". I wish people didn't have to suffer things...and I wish I could make things better instead of worse. That's all I try to do, make things better, but I never can, and it makes me feel so helpless, inadequate, and useless. I can't fix anything. When I try, people just push me away. I'm just not enough, I guess. I hate watching people suffer and I hate not being able to do a damn thing to make it better. All I wanted was to...oh, forget it.

Many things have happened to put me in this mood. Don't worry, I'll probably be over it soon. Maybe I just need more sleep.

EVERYWHERE!

I haven't had time to do ANYTHING but prepare, plan, and pack. Starting now, my family will be traveling EVERYWHERE this summer, and we won't be coming home long enough to unpack between trips. My presence here will diminish this summer...though there are only a few people on here who remember my existence. But I just want to let those people know, I haven't died, abandoned you, or dropped off the face of the Earth. I'm just crammed into small cars and airplanes...and will soon be busy with relatives.

sad...

I'll try to get some stuff done today, but I don't know...I don't think it's going to be a great day. I'm just sad about a couple things, and I guess I think too much. Part of it is because my friend is going to camp, and she'll be there for more than a month. I'm not going to see her for a while. There are other things, too. So, sorry, today doesn't look like it's going to be a productive one.

$#@%!@$&

I am NOT in a good mood.

So my math teacher told us that we can't have extra time to finish our math finals, even though there are extra days left...so I worked my butt off studying, then went in for my math exam early. I skipped lunch to do that. And because I'm slow at math and take a lot of time and the exam was SEVEN DAMN PAGES of math, I still didn't finish. I can't fail math. I just can't. It's not an option. Where would I get the time to make up that work if I failed?

He said either we stay after school or we don't get extra time. But I can't stay after school because I have no ride. As it is, my bus drops me off half a mile down a hill from my house. The earliest late bus after that drops me off three miles from my house. I can't lug my backpack that far in this heat. And none of my friends drive, and my parents work hours away. Anyway, they're too busy to come chauffer me around whenever I need a ride.

I tried to make an argument with my teacher, but he wouldn't budge. I got one lucky break, my study hall teacher happened to walk by. She convinced my math teacher to let me finish during her study hall. Then I got the lecture from both of them about being prepared. I DID WHAT I COULD! And since the study hall teacher knows my parents, I'll soon be getting the lecture from them too. They're already pissed because last night, instead of studying, I was on the phone with my friend trying to cheer her up because she was sad. EVEN THOUGH I'd studied for HOURS before. Anyway, all the studying in the world wouldn't speed me up, I know what I'm doing but I do it too slow.

GRR. I just want school to be over.

I laughed my head off, quite literally

I found these three youtube videos: things I am not allowed to do at Hogwarts, parts 1, 2, and 3. I don't know how to put a youtube video in a post so...go look them up, Harry Potter fans. They're awesome. I laughed so hard...

"I will not charm the statues to reenact a "knights of the round table" scene"...WHY NOT???

"Polishing my wand in the common room is acceptable. 'Polishing my wand' in the common room is not".

"Saying 'real Beaters do it with Wood' is not funny"...yes, it is.

"I will not tell first years that Snape is the voice of God"...can't imagine why not...

So...go check them out! There are some references to Star Trek and Monty Python and Lord of the Rings...and Pokemon! (I do not have a Pikachu patronus).

Here's the url for part 1:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xeowVXep4fw

the url for part 2:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_tBvEm8rLkk&feature=related

and the url for part 3:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zNG23CE_BK0&feature=related

I don't know how to give the links for things, but type those into the url bar.

Oh, one more, my personal favorite: "Asking Lupin "Are you f***ing serious?" Isn't even funny the first time." Yes, it very much is.