I just wish I could give definite answers whenever things went wrong. I wish I could tell people "this is how to fix it". I wish people didn't have to suffer things...and I wish I could make things better instead of worse. That's all I try to do, make things better, but I never can, and it makes me feel so helpless, inadequate, and useless. I can't fix anything. When I try, people just push me away. I'm just not enough, I guess. I hate watching people suffer and I hate not being able to do a damn thing to make it better. All I wanted was to...oh, forget it.

Many things have happened to put me in this mood. Don't worry, I'll probably be over it soon. Maybe I just need more sleep.