Sigh. I feel all weird inside. I honestly don't want to go to school but at the same time I want to. I just want to curl up and sleep and let this feeling go away, but I know I will wake up the same. I just want the world to leave me alone. I hate this. I want to just tell ALL my friends but i'm woried they won't treat me the same or will blab to somebody and everybody will know. I'm still in denial about this. I don't know. I just spent the last 3 days listening to Iris by Goo Goo Dolls over and over to help me cheer up but it doesn't help. I'm not even sick of the song. Talking helps a bit but it doesn't make it go away. I just need to try to stop worring about everything and that you don't have depression forever.

~My mind and my thoughts have gone dark and empty and I just want it to go away.~