this world shall be used for my brain dump! (⊙ヮ⊙)♥ or otherwise known as my refuge for when i'm denying that work/school/reality exists. ಥ▽ಥ there will be WIP's, muses, thoughts, hrr.
participate at your own risk.♥
a little about me:
name: just call me sandi. or suika. :p
location: canada ♥
status: starving artist/procrastinator
likes: pretty boys who love pretty boys ♥
OTP: EreRi/RiRen, 1x2x1, SinJu
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stolen from hifsa~ ♥♥♥
1: What would you name your future daughter?
once upon a time i was gonna name her 'jennelsa' because it's a combination of all my best friends' names... that was also gr.6. >,> the older i get, the less i want children.. o_o (i still love my friends tho..♥)
2: Do you miss anyone?
of course~ tho technology has helped shorten the distances.. :)
3: What if I told you that you were pretty?
4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?
...it's the other way around..? ^^;
5: What are you looking forward to in the next week?
end of my exams.. ಥ⌣ಥ then i start the mad rush to prep for cons~~ (⊙ヮ⊙)
6: Did you go out or stay in last night?
my bed is a safe place.
7: How late did you stay up last night?
crashed and burned at 11pm.. after working on 4hrs of sleep the night before.. 
8: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?
i live with le boyfriend.. can't help that i enjoy prancing about in pj's and undies~ ♥
9: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
working.
10: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?
i lied every time i told an unknown cosplayer i love them... it was actually their costumes that i love.. ;_;
11: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
at this point, i'm ruined for life. lllorz nothing like a chillax beer at the end of a stressful week~ :p and wine... =x=
12: Have you pretended to like someone?
i pretend to like my clients all the time.
13: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
i smoke second hand... sometimes.. :/
14: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
we have moments, but generally yes~ ♥ (props to all the cool moms!)
15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?
i get over things really fast... >_>
16: Think back five months ago, were you single?
nein
17: Have you ever cried from being so mad?
somehow tears always come out when i get mad.. ;_;
18: Hold hands with anyone this week?
i bro-fisted my dishes. they were finally clean. now if only they'd take care of themselves like self-dependent adults.
19: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
20: Who did you last see in person?
le bf tucked me in :3 ♥
21: What is the last thing you said out loud?
"please turn off my lights for me i can't get out of bed now dyinggadsaf;kljasdfkljdff.....zzzzz."
22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?
i like to kiss mah girlfriends on them cheeks~ they're all such precious things~~ *3* ♥♥♥
23: Have you ever been to Paris?
3 day ripped off trip organized by the youth organization i was there with for a conference.. :/ i went to paris, but i didn't see it. :<
24: Are you good at hiding your feelings?
depends on the who and when..
25: Do you use chap stick?
sometimes
26: Who did you last share a bed with?
my totoros. they keep bad dreams away :3
27: Are you listening to music right now?
in my head. can't stop hearing maji 2000% ~(☆▽☆)~
28: What is something you currently want right now?
ingenious mathematical aptitude
29: Were your last three kisses from the same person?
oui :3
30: How is your heart lately?
palpitating.
31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
rarely
32: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
can't really say hug if he just sat on me as i passed out. >_>
33: What do people call you?
sandi. not my real name, but i've long since gotten over it. XD
34: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?
"sir, you're an asshole. please don't come back ever." says no customer rep ever.
35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?
wouldn't be life otherwise.
36: What are you listening to right now?
silent chirping of an early morning
37: What is wrong with you right now?
amusing myself with this instead of studying >_> (happens too often lately..)
38: Love really is a beautiful thing huh?
39: Do you make wishes at 11:11?
i was dead to the world by then.
40: What is on your wrists right now?
hair. follicles. hair follicles.
41: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused/waiting for the unexpected?
42: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing?
hand-me-downs (⊙ヮ⊙) an older sister who enjoys sporadic shopping spree is a blessing to her younger sister.
43: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
i may have regretted licking my dvd's to mark my territory once.
44: Have you hugged someone within the last week?
it helps release endorphins and reduces stress. (￣▽￣)
45: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?
i kiss my totoros everyday. (´ε｀ )
46: What were you doing at midnight last night?
dreaming ;)
47: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?
NEVER LOOK BACK o_o
48: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
is there a monster under my bed?
49: Have you ever been to New York?
i indulge in cross-border shopping and feeding.
50: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
pretty sure~ we wouldn't be living together otherwise.. XD
THE END
ok 6am. time to start studying... ಥ⌣ಥ
ordinal utility - monotonic transformation
just studying for microeconomics final when suddenly:
“We typically represent a monotonic transformation by a function of f(u) that transforms each number u into some other number f(u), in a way that preserves the order of the numbers in the sense that u1>u2 implies that f(u1) > f(u2).”
and i was like,
the passage ended with:
“The rate of change of f(u) as u changes can be measured by looking at the change in f between two values of u, divided by the change in u.”
i get it. ordinal utility = f(u) that changes, but ultimately, f(u).
let’s give a hand to all the economists who came up with this.
Nanami: “Please Tomoe… let me.. go home…”
Tomoe: “NO!”
oh tomoe.. how the two of you pull at my heart strings… T////T
**the next chapter comes out the day after my last exam... it will be the best end-of-finals gift ever.
