I can hear little noises around me
Through the music i have flowing loudly
i watch you holding hands with a boy
and i grimace slightly, covering my eyes
Do you know how i feel or do you not
am i just another person who likes you?
Im confusing, but i do love you
Does that mean one day i might make it through?
I listen and listen to the music at my ears
So maybe i wont listen to all my fears
I bear each day and mutter the words to my song
I cry when no one looks and die on the inside
I keep listening, it keeps me sane
I chose you over all i liked and then i saw you
With a boy, holding hands and kissing
I cried that day, but only after you left
the only ones there were the only ones who cared
at least thats how i see things
I listened on high to my favorite song
Until i couldnt hold back the tears
and everyone hugged me, tears fell worse
i listen and slowly calm, slowly i can feel
But you still dont realize
How much i've given up
in order to keep loving you