I
woke up earlier than normal, I walked to my window because I thought someone was there. When I was a sleep I was walking down an alley I kept hearing a little kid scream "Mommy! Mommy where did you go! HELP MOMMY" now that I think I was kinda close to that kid that was screaming. I have had that dream once or twice before. I walked down stairs mom had gone to work. I cleaned up the house, it was now about 11:00 so I decided to go walk then come home and write. When I got home I noticed there was blood in the floor a hole as well. I followed the blood trail. Next thing I know I was hearing "Honey, wake up you hit your head. Please God, wake up hon. I need you to wake up!" It was my mother all I could say to her was "Mom I'm okay."
I
remember the dream of the little kid screaming. I was trying to tell someone the nurse I guess and all she told me was "Shh it was a dream you will be fine."No one would listen to me. I was okay I didn't need to be in the hospital. I wanted to help that kid, I wondered it he was okay. "Mom when I was walking..... There was this little boy screaming for his mommy I don't know what was wrong with him, but I didn't help him I was scared there was something about that ally. It gave me the creeps, I want to go home I don't wanna stay here anymore!"
"Hon.
your going to be fine, I'm sure that little boy found his mommy. Don't worry just go back to sleep you need to rest." Is all she got in before I started screaming. "I don't wanna go to sleep I wanna find that child and help him. Your STUPID go away because you don't care."
And that is all I can remember It was a really long day, but each day that it got closer to my life being a living hell, the little boy sounded louder I wanted to help him. I was to scared in my dreams to grab him and run. If it were to be when I was awake I would have helped him, but something about my senses were telling me to stay away from that alley and the little boy. I wanted to help him to tell him it was okay, and that he would be fine I would help him find his mother.
When
I woke up this time I was in a room so familar that the sent coming from the window told me I was at home. I could feel a small breeze and a faint smell of fern trees. I was at home but not my room then where in the hell was I? I could hear people talking I recognized one voice and it was my mothers "NO! I won't let you take her with you I need her. I wanna-" and then it got quiet really quiet I guess they walked away from where ever I was. I wonder who she was talking to. "MOM!!!" I screamed once and no answer. "MMMMMMOOOOOOMMMMMMM!!" I screamed again just a little louder this time. Still no answer, so I tried to get up. What the hell is going on and why isn't mom answering me? "MMMMMMMMMMMMMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMM!!" I screamed as loud as I could, I heard footsteps and all the sudden I was scared like something was telling me to hide and whoever was on the other side of the door was not my mother.
I
was dreaming again this time the little boy was screaming and crying "HELP! PLEASE NO DON'T HURT HER. NOOOOOOOOO! MOMMY PLEASE NO, PLEASE NO STOP" So I started to run down the the alley way but I felt like I wasn't going fast enough so I pushed myself to go faster I finally got to where I heard the little boy but he was no where in sight then I heard laughing and faint whispers. "Hello? Who is there?" I asked knowing that I would regret the answer.
So
I ran back to the streets well the way I thought the streets were. I ran into a brick wall, so I turned and started to the other and out of no where a 17 foot chain link fence popped up. What the hell is going on. Shit I better think of an ecsape plan and fast!
Once again I was awake this time to be found in my room. Well I got out of bed and looked at the clock 1:30 a.m. I walked to my bathroom I brushed my hair, and teeth and ran down stairs to find out where my mother was. I look in her room she was not there. Then I went to the kitchen she was not there either so I looked in the drive way to see if her car or mine was parked there, mine was there but her's was gone. I decided I would wait until she got back, when she got back I was going to demand what the hell was going on around here.
"Honey, when did you wake up?" my mother said when she came throught the living room at 12:00 p.m. "I woke up at 1:30a.m. this morning. Why, where have you been? I was so furious with her I wanted to slap her a good one but I refrained. "I was at the shop someone had broke in." She owned a flower shop. "Oh, well who were you talking to when I was in-" I stoped cause I had no idea to where I was or what day it had been when I was in that room. " That room after I came home from the hospital? I screamed at you three times and you never came. I was worried and I know someone come in there but I didn't know who cause I had instanly fallen back to sleep." I said I knew how stupid that sounded but it was the truth and I never once in my life lied to my mother. "You were in the basement honey. Remember a month ago we fixed it into a guest room and I put you in there so-"
"So?"
I asked her. "Are you hungry?" Whenever she changed the subject I knew it was time to shut up and don't ask questions, but to day I was feeling like pushing it "I want to know why I was in there and who IN THE HELL WERE YOU TALKING TO?" I raised my voice which was something I never did toward her. I guess that made her upset because she started crying. "Mom I'm sorry, please tell my why I was in there and why in the hell was I strapped down? You know you can trust me." Is all I said when she jerked her head up. "I know I can trust you but if I tell you they will hurt you and me. I can't let that happen I'm sorry. I love you honey." We never really said that to each other. After she said that I could already tell she had said to much because she had fear linger on her face and she was the easiest person to read, me on the other hand its hard for anyone to read me. "Okay, well yes I'm hungry. How about taking me to Thai Chili Restaurant that I love?" She smiled, she didn't look old but there she look tired you could see the wrinkles coming apon her face. "That would be great, Honey. Go take a shower get dressed and we can go, okay?"
Three
days later the dreams were getting worse, there in the alley way was such a lovely young girl she was so familar. With her full lips, beautiful blue eyes, long black hair, a pair of low rise jeans, a cami top, and her 6" pumps. She was tall with out the pumps that was obvious, but she was skinny yet muscular and had amazing curves. If I wasn't mistaking she looked identical to me yet she was way more gorgeous and paler than I. There was a man also, he was tall, he wore a dark cloak around him all I could see was his smile. Are those fangs? What in Gods name is going on here? I saw a shine in his brilliant eyes. I heard faint whispers coming from where they were. I caught something and it sounded like "I think she is figuring it and catching on to the dreams, lets go." This come from the girl with her amazing voice. It didn't make sense it is freezing here, why didn't she studder? "Hello, um, are you two lost? I can help you-" Out of no where they vanished. So I took a good look around and decide to head back to reality. When I woke up it was just barely sunrise which ment it was about 5:30 a.m. I got up and took a shower and put on my favorite outfit. Which was like the girls outfit from my dream, I had to go help my mom at the shop to day and it was the most appropriate thing I could find that I like. So I got a light jacket, it was black with My Chemical Romance on the front. My favorite to wear it showed of all my curves and clung to me like glue. I had a wonderful perfume, it is called Cherry Candy Crush.
"Hey
, love long time no see where have you been?" Anthony asked. "I have been asleep. You could have came to see me, you wanna hangout after I get off?" Oh yeah Anthony is a friend I hangout with he is like a freaky wierd, but in a good way type of person. I hangout with a lot of people like that, he is tall he has medium hair that is brownish red and he has the most beautiful eyes they are this dark blue. "Yes, I would love to. You want to go see that new movie that just came out?" "What's it about? If it is a stupid kiddy movie I don't want to see it." I said with a look that made most people melt, but to Anthony it was a "Hell yeah lets do it and fuck the world" look. He told me that the first time I done it to him and I knocked him out. "It is suppose to be Vad Dracula and The Countess Erzbeth Bathory (Elizabeth Bathory)in like a madly pasionate romance of vampires and pyhcopaths." "Sounds kick ass, I'm up for it!" I said as I turned around to sign in I don't clock in like everyone else cause I'm not really an employee but I still get paid for it. I think Anthony likes to have me around when he goes out because he acts all teritorial when any of my other friends are with us or if we run into them. I kind of liked it but he had no right doing it because I'm not his toy nor girl I was no ones.
"Scarlett
, I wanna be straight up with you. Okay?"
Okay, Anthony are you alright?"
Yes, I'm fine. Before I ask you anything promise me you will not freak out on me and run away?"
"I promise I'm not going to run away from you `cause." I didn't want to finish that sentence secretly I loved him no matter what. Whatever it was wouldn't it be okay? "Because?" He asked testing me, I had a feeling something good, yet bad was about to happen.
All for now put more later!
Peace out!
