I'm back!

OMIGAWD! It's been so long since I was last here! Like... 6 months, or so?! UWAH!

I used to be a regular before TheOtaku changed, but I'd like to get back into it and start submitting stuff again! ^_^ Yosei (TheDarkAngel) has been having me draw chibis for him in his fan comics recently. So, I started drawing a little comic with Tom-chan and I... I hope to post it soon! Though, I might ask Yosei to post it for me... we'll see.

I hope you all will read and enjoy it! ^o^

There's been a lot going on.
Tom's still in France and I've been terribly depressed and distressed. But, he comes home in just a week! Next Wednesday, to be exact. And, I can't wait! I've missed being in his arms so much, and the smell of his shampoo... *sigh* With only a week left, I've begun to feel a little better. Though, right now he's in transition between Paris and Beaune, so we haven't talked on the phone or internet in almost three days! I do believe that's the longest we've ever gone without hearing from each other... I hope he's doing okay.

Well, if you read this, or happened to pop by, thank you! I hope to be around TheOtaku more often.

*Niko*

Just an update

Well, here's an update on what's been going on with life for me!

• I've been working on some drawings for Yosei's story The Butterfly Pearl
• I'm looking into online college courses
• Dating Tom is going splendid (I find myself pining for him a lot...)
• Yosei is doing well, thankfully. I was worried about him.
• Angelo is still his same ol' self. XD
• It's been snowing terribly this last weekend. The weather always seems to start to get bad whenever Tom and I want to get together...
• My parents are doing good too, for the most part.

How's everyone else doing?
~Niko

the later day of 12/22/'08

YAY! He liked his gift! *beams* I'm so happy!! It was a glass tea-pot with some tea leaves that bloomed into a flower when steeped! ^______^ I'm so glad, I knew he loved tea, so I'm sooooo happy!

I also got Yosei and Angelo their gifts! Whee!!! *hugs them both* Luv you guys!!!

I got a beautiful bracelet and I'm wearing it right now! ^O^ EPIC YAYZ!
Merry Christmas!!! Happy Holidays!!!
~Niko~

It's the 22nd of December, 2008!!!

Ahh, christmas... I just finished wrapping all the gifts I had to wrap! YAY! I've gotten Yosei and Angelo both something nice but... <_< >_>
DON'T TELL! XD

The guy I asked out last Friday said Yes! Yosei says he'll allow it. I know it's hard to see someone you love involved with someone else, but right now it's just likeable feelings I have towards this guy- nothing romantic (Yosei added a "yet" to the end of that.). I'll always love my Yosei-chan, but he wants me to have a real experience with a guy, and I guess he couldn't be the one to give that to me... it's all confusing, I know, but you'd only truly understand if you knew our group in real life...
Well, this guy'll be visiting later today with a gift for me! I feel spoiled, I don't expect a gift, and even if I get one, I don't expect anything big. =^^= I got him something too, I just hope he likes it and can find a use for it... I know he liked them, but I'm just a paranoid child and many different thoughts of how he'll react go through my mind. I would've liked to get him something really nice, but I'm on a budget. Still, I think this gift will suffice (I hope!).
I'm going with my family to see my grandparents on Wednesday. It'll be two whole days with just the family! My mom wants to take the Wii because my grandparents really liked the bowling game on Wii Sports. I'll probably join in, I've been on a happy-high for the last couple of days. =^^= It'll be so much fun! I keep telling everyone I don't need anything for christmas, but I hope I can at least get a piece of my gramma's apple pie!

Well, I hope everyone else's holidays are awesome and wonderful!!! Eat some pie for us Otaku! I'll be back after the holidays, probably. See you all around!
+~*Niko*~+

Niko's Day (12/19/'08)

I went to eat lunch today with Angelo at the school with Tom and Tiffany. Yosei was too busy today for us to see him. The roads were okay on the highway, but the town was slick and Angelo almost drove us into a snowbank! But, we missed it and managed to keep going into the KFC parking lot. We wanted to get Tom and Tiff food since we knew they didn't plan on eating today.
The person I mentioned from my previous post visited the school today as well and we all hid in secret. ^_^ I was paranoid for a long time and it was nerve-racking- running into her would mean a confrontation that I don't think I'm ready for. But, a teacher helped me out with what to say and how to say it. Then, as we were leaving, I managed to do something I've never been able to do before- ask a guy out to his face. Whether he says yes or no, it doesn't matter (right now) because I asked face-to-face. I've asked out three other guys in my past and it was always through another friend or a note. So... I'm proud of myself! ^____^
Yosei's been wanting me to do this... he said that he'd gladly step out of the picture if this guy says "Yes" because, he trusts him- pure and simple. I dunno how I feel about it, but I understand. Yosei said that if anything goes wrong, he'll step in and defend or help me. He said he'll never love anyone else... that said a lot to me... I'm so happy to have him- even though he's telling me to "try on" someone else.... *sigh*
I'll find out tonight what his answer is for sure. Even if he says no, we'll still be friends, I know, and I'll feel better about myself for doing this. *dances* I'm so happy right now!!!
I mean, I'm proud whenever I make a really good art-piece, but that takes practice and patience. Doing something like asking someone out was new for me and I'd never had any practice, so I'm REALLY proud of myself! I growing a backbone, world! LOOK OUT~!
~Niko~