I went to eat lunch today with Angelo at the school with Tom and Tiffany. Yosei was too busy today for us to see him. The roads were okay on the highway, but the town was slick and Angelo almost drove us into a snowbank! But, we missed it and managed to keep going into the KFC parking lot. We wanted to get Tom and Tiff food since we knew they didn't plan on eating today.
The person I mentioned from my previous post visited the school today as well and we all hid in secret. ^_^ I was paranoid for a long time and it was nerve-racking- running into her would mean a confrontation that I don't think I'm ready for. But, a teacher helped me out with what to say and how to say it. Then, as we were leaving, I managed to do something I've never been able to do before- ask a guy out to his face. Whether he says yes or no, it doesn't matter (right now) because I asked face-to-face. I've asked out three other guys in my past and it was always through another friend or a note. So... I'm proud of myself! ^____^
Yosei's been wanting me to do this... he said that he'd gladly step out of the picture if this guy says "Yes" because, he trusts him- pure and simple. I dunno how I feel about it, but I understand. Yosei said that if anything goes wrong, he'll step in and defend or help me. He said he'll never love anyone else... that said a lot to me... I'm so happy to have him- even though he's telling me to "try on" someone else.... *sigh*
I'll find out tonight what his answer is for sure. Even if he says no, we'll still be friends, I know, and I'll feel better about myself for doing this. *dances* I'm so happy right now!!!
I mean, I'm proud whenever I make a really good art-piece, but that takes practice and patience. Doing something like asking someone out was new for me and I'd never had any practice, so I'm REALLY proud of myself! I growing a backbone, world! LOOK OUT~!
~Niko~