Hey everyone...how's it going? Good for you guys I hope.

So,my boyfriend, Josh, is joining the army with his firend Bub. Just because he has no money what so ever to pay for college and he doesn't wanna be in debt with student loans. But he won't be if he just saves money and is smart about it. I was thinkin about bein' a mortician for the army, because that'd be more satisfying to me. I could be helping out the families of fallen soldiers rather than the families of random old ppl who died for no cause. I know that sounds terrible, but...that's just what I'd rather do. But my family doesn't want me to. At first Josh thought it was a good idea, but then he changed his mind, because he wants to know where I am so he'll be able to find me when he comes back.
Then he told me he doesn't want me to resort back to sitting in my room for days on end and being lonely like I used to. He said he wants us to stay together and that he doesn't want us to take a break or anything. BUT he wants me to go on dates with other guys/girls while he's away. That he wants me to have a life and have fun. He doesn't want to be selfish and make me wait for him while he's gone for four years. He said he plans on finding me when he's done with the army and marrying me. But...I've been told that so many times. I'm always the one left behind. And they always promise to come back to me. But none of the ppl who've made that promise have come back. But.......I think he'll live up to his promise. (Even though he promised me a while back that he'd never leave me and that he'd never join the army...and broke it. He's lived up to all his other promises tho.)
Um....yeah....I gotta go now. I'll continue this later.

See you around

NinjaPride