It's been 2 years since I wrote here .
And this past 2 years I grew.
And this might be the last time I'm writing here .
Life caught up with me once I started school and a part
time job.
I met people who are truly my friends and a guy who I loved dearly.
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Did not continued the post , such a cliffhanger , oh me.
After reading bassection post , I decided to look back at my blogs.
Its sad to see the years go by quickly. Before you know it you're in your 20s soon.
I missed all the times when I was alone , but I also hated those times.
All cooped up in my room , my parents not around , feeling lost.
I was 13 when I started writing post on the net. To realize that kids at the age of 9 or even 6 already have an Instagram makes me feel how fast the world is adapting .
I feel like a better person now, I attend school regularly just to get that diploma.
But afterwards I'm not sure if this is what I want in life.
I believe everyone gets lost at this stage, the world does not prepare you for everything. There were times where all people do was work , but now people are able to chase after their passion and succeed in it . Times really have changed.
But I want to write this to my future self as I tend to look back at this things.
I believe in you , whoever you're with , don't feel lost. The world is messy but it has something ahead for you. Please don't go doing stupid things like suicide , there are many things you have not done in your list. If you are playing what you don't like , stop , and listen to things that make you happy. Don't force yourself to do things that you don't like. I know you have worked so hard for the past years , working and studying at the same time. Its shows me how resilient you are. Being able to wake up everyday , getting a good grade in school while supporting the family. Thank you so much . If you have stayed the way you were 3 years ago . I believed you would have tried to kill yourself. You were always trying to make everyone around you happy . But why not yourself. If you find yourself reading this post alone. Please don't cry. Just know that someone out there loves you .

Heres some music in case you forgot what you like listening to :