gahaha

okay see. relationship experts com'ere

I think I may need some advice.

I have a guy friend I knew for like 7 years now.
What kinda relationship is it when I hate him at times and love him at others (it's not necessarily love...I mean it feels needy. LOL)

I mean seriously. It may be a hate-love relationship.

At times I want to hurt him so frikken bad and make his heart own up to me and chase after me
and other times I just want to speak to him
and other times I want to smack myself silly.

AGH
and did I tell you?
I think one of my teachers are handsome.
I can see how a teacher-student relationship works out.
It's because teachers are adults. or at least show that adult professionality shiz on the outside.

Gosh. Don't be telling peeps now but I was crushing on my teacher last year OHOHO. okay he was pretty handsome, and I heard this freshie girl say he was hawt and all that BUT I just adore chivalry and gentlemanship, you know? What happened to ALL THAT MAN GENTLEMAN THING??

Oh and I had a weird dream about Rain (Bi). It was so weird. He was teaching me how to fly on a small scooter thing....
And I couldn't fly.

I was sad.

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