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Titles are for Squares...

so then I suppose I am a square.

Sorry I didn't update yesterday, I was out all day with Nick ♥ and thanks so much for the people who commented on my very long post (I'm sorry that it was super long ) you're comments mean so much to me :] so anyways; on with the post!

As I was saying, I was out all day with Nick, my parents didn't really know I was going out to see him, because I felt really awkward saying "Hey dad I'm going to my boyfriends house k? " especially after how they found out about it...it was about two days ago they found out Nick and I are dating. I come home from my friend Sean's house and log onto MSN, then about 20 minutes later my dad walks in the house and throws a condom at me -__-"" how embarrassing this that?! So I'm like "what's this for?" and he looks at me and says "It's because I know" so in my head I'm like Oh dear..I'm in for it now...

So we have this huge talk about Sex and everything, which made me feel really awkward. So I still have a hard time talking to them about him and everything.

The first time I ever went to his house, I was suppose to go to his apartment but he got locked out because his roommates were not in. So he's like "ahh, we have to go to my dad's house" (good thing his parents went on a trip to Australia..that really would of been awkward for me, because he is Quebecois like..fully so his French is more advanced than mine so I would of had a bit of trouble communicating).

So when I get to his dad's house, I all of a sudden feel reallllllyyyy ghetto TTwTT"" every room in his house looks like something out of a magazine @_@ I swear and his washroom upstairs..the toilet is like...automatic. It was funny how I found that out XD I went to the washroom and I'm like, "How do I flush?" O_O; and all of a sudden it flushes on it's own and I'm like "OH!" really loud and when I come out I could hear him laughing a bit, and he's like "you're so cute." So anyways...

What I did yesterday with him, I met him at the metro and we took that really long 1 hour bus ride to his apartment (yeah, I know it's awkward..he moved out at at the age of 16..although I'm so tempted to move in with him -A-" he said I could but I don't think living with 4 horny men is a good idea XD ) but all his roommates are out to work, so we have the entire apartment to our selfs. So he's like "I have nothing to eat, except for that piece of meat and 2 bag or Ramen" (Ah, the life alone XD) he was suppose to be going to work but he skipped it AGAIN just to see me =_= I'm touched but I feel awful for it, I mean I don't want him to loose his job because of me..

But, he's too lazy to make anything for himself so he pours a glass of juice for himself and me, and we go to the living room to play some video games. So were on the couch and h starts playing Tales of Legendia but then after a few seconds of playing he wraps his arms around my legs and lays down on the couch, then he's like "I'm sleepy..you want to go sleep with me?" (Not like that XD) so he shuts the game off and takes me hand and we walk to his room.

He just lets himself drop to the mattress and I sit on the bed, he looks at me, smiles and pats beside him. So I come there, and yeahhhhh some cute things happen @w@ ~~ and we actually do fall asleep together for about 2 hours. Until his roommates walk in, it was actually kind of funny, I mean how would you react if you walk in and you see a girl and I guy in bed, the guy has his arms wrapped around the girl and the girl has one of her legs caught in between the boys legs? So when the roommate walks in he's all startled and tells us to keep it clean.

After that, we end up going to China Town and to the Metropolis because he was going to buy concert tickets (Paramore...which I don't really like) but we run into Aiden a friend of mine that I met in Otakuthon. So he tags a long and then the whole way, it's pure French..my head actually started to hurt translating everything. But at that moment I realized how horney men are, half the time they were talking about sex and stuff. Nick reassures me though, when we went out for bubble tea he's like "Darling.." (Yeah Iknow XD it's the the typical bby thing which I really don't mind ) "I will never force you to do anything, because I am good...but he is bad" and he points to Aiden XD which reminds me, when I went to go get the tickets with him, he tried saying my name but he can't pronounce the 'H' so it ends up sounding like 'eye-dee' so I giggle cause I find it cute, and he's like "Arrhh! You will be my sweet heart, my darling, but you will NEVER be Heidi" X3

So anyway, when they were bringing me home waiting for the bus, and Nick was telling us about a time where they had no money in the apartment, so he was starving for like 4 days and he saw his dad and was like "Dad...can you come grocery shopping with me?" and his dad is all like "No! You have to work and pay for your own food" XD

K well anyways, I got my first hickey last night :/ so I have a mark I must hide from my parents :[ and he begged me last night to give him one but I was much too shy...

Well thats about it.

Take Care you guys xx

Everything for you ♥

Hey you guys I haven't been posting very often now have I? You have my deepest apologies. I'm going to do a friend cut, a lot like LiveJournal. Since I haven't been on here for a long time some of you probably deleted me, so I'm doing a friend cut. So comment here to let me know if I'm still added or if you just stumbled by and want to be friends leave a comment asking and I'll subscribe to you as well.

A lot has happened to me in my absence. I now have the most lovable boyfriend in the world ♥ Nick !! I met him at an anime convention...don't ask @_@" because I'm going to explain it to you anyways. Back in July, I attended Otakuthon, the anime convention here in Montreal, (I was in a school girl uniform XD weirdest experience ever, having some guys run up to you saying "school girl! school girl! can i take your picture?) so downstairs in the main hall, a group of friends of mine hear a huge group of girls screaming and cheering, why? Because of the live yaoi @///@ Nick and a bunch of other guys making out, taking there shirts off the whole nine yards WHOOSH! IT WAS SO HOT ♥

So after witnessing that lovley-ness XD we find him in a corner with his friends. We go up and ask for a picture, then he turns to me smiles and is like "Would you like a Kiss?" and so I'm really red and I'm making hand actions saying no and everything, but my friend Christina pushes me towards him >//<
so he starts playing with my hair and everything, and he moves in. I turn away and hide in a hug @///@ so he stops, takes me hand, looks me in the eye and kisses my hand. I THINK IT WAS THE LOOK THAT HE GAVE ME THAT GOT ME.So he comes in again and we have a small little make out session...k don't judge me DX it wasn't my fault. After were done that, I hug him and just hide in that hug k...

I have it on video..because Tessa decided to film it =_=; so if for some reason your interested in seeing it, leave me a message or something and I'll e-mail it to you or something like that. Ehee.

Second Day of Convention:

My friends and I are walking around when we pass by a table with Nick and all his friends. So Chrissy goes, "oh hey look isn't it that emo guy" (kay we didn't know his name at the time so chrissy liked to call him "emo guy"..dun ask -_- ) and I'm like "Ahaha. Yeah" *blush and walks faster*

then Chrissy takes me hand and goes "Aren't you going to say Hi?" and I'm like "lol hi bye" and I stare at the ground. He walks by with his friends and stops by me and waves and smiles.

So I wave back and am like all red and wtv. So he looks at me and points to his lips, and I'm all O.O? and Chrissy goes "I think he wants a kiss" so in my head I'm like "ah fuck it @_@" so I give him a peck. He points there again so another peck...he moves away from his friends and points there again so i give another then he smiles and gives me a hug...and he leaves with his friends.

Kso we do wtv in the convention blahhhh~~~ We run into Nick again, and he looks at me and points to his lips again, so I give him another peck. But some of the girls he was with were all like "Her again" and in French she would call me a "stupid fucking girl" and shit like that. So Nick just stares at her and they walk away. Okay so about an hour later, my friends and I are on the floor just hanging out and Myke and Matt (some friends we made at the convention which we hung out with because our other friends ditched us for the gaming room T_T) dared both of us to do a small yuri make out session, and if we did they would do yaoi for us. This was really awkward because were both very close friends and...because were straight it's kind of weird...

They gave chrissy a skittle and omg..I can't belive myself XD I kissed her and we made out a bit and she exchanged the skittle ^///^ it became more awkward when guys started to crowd around and stare T_T so now it's Myke and Matts turn right?....no they don't -_-'' so then we get the brilliant idea to write a sign that says "Will Yuri for Yaoi" Chrissy did more than me, but we got the cutest Sasuke and Kakashi couple making out!! Then Nick came a long again and did the girls run in -A- so much screaming!!! After that was done, he comes to me again and more with the pecking @_@ then we exchange e-mails (I'm getting to lazy to type now) blah happens and we go home.

We add each other on MSN we talk, I invite him to my birthday..kay i'll continue that in another post. But yeah. I'm in love and were together:]

I was on MSN with him last night and he was on web cam XD and he gave me a "peep show" haha! He just really took his shirt off and pretended to dance in his chair XD

hurr is a picture: (If I know how to put on in o_o)

Haha I love him so much

Forever & Forever;;

Hey you guys!
It's been a while hasn't it?
I'm so sorry! A lot has happened to me...like...really..a lot.
I know I also say that after coming back but, honestly..a lot has happened to me.

To be brief:

• Mid-April: My friends and I got mugged in the metro
• School+Failing+Exams=Anxiety and Depression
• last Friday: Best Friend went into operation for his chest.
• After visiting him in the hospital yesterday, I promised I would visit him today but got a neck spasm and couldn't make it (I feel horrible)

That's about it, but each is a lot to type out.

The Mugging

Happened Mid-April. After school, Sean and I went to China Town, we ran into some of my other friends and they tagged along too. We went shopping for random shit and did what we came to do in CT. We got hungry and ran out of money so, we decided to head to Quan's house to eat and hang out a bit. We got off at Charlevoix metro and (okay...um, I disliked gangsters before, but ever since I got mugged I can't stand the sight of them! I don't want to start judging everyone just because they're G or wtv but...yeah..) a group of G's (9 of them) came up to us, pulled me and Christina away (we were linking arms) separated each of us, started to do a body check. I had two girls on me, same with Chrissy, but Sean and Quan were pressed up against the wall with a knife to their stomach. They tore my bag open and shit and stole EVERYTHING from my best friend Sean. After they left, you feel like of empty and blank, you just can't help but to laugh..

we took the next metro train to the next station got off and called our parents. It was the first time in my life that I have ever seen Sean cry. I can't blame him...Pretty much was a very emotional ride home. We brought Sean back to Villa Metro (his mom was waiting there) and I waited for my dad to pick me up while Christina and Quan were comforting me. My dad was so pissed, he called the police and we had to wait for them to come and question us.

They did there business and at the next day of school, we told out principle because Quan thought that one of the girls who mugged us was from our school. So then they put us in Mr. Desloges office and looked at this book with all the student ID photos to try and point out who it was we saw, and they also called the police. Sean and I were really emotional and broken, we didn't feel the same anymore..

We wanted this entire situation to be all hush hush, but Quan being a complete dumbass told a bunch of people -.-" but yeah, police came, we stayed in a room to write a report. Few weeks laster called us up and we had to look at a series of photos.

I'll continue, hopefully tomorrow...
it's getting late.

Love you xoxo...seriously do.

Every second I'm thinking of you...

Heyy you guys.

I thought I lost my password for this account so I was going nuts cause for some reason there is no password recovery on this site. So, I'm sick, caused by many things, classmate sneezing on me a million times, Aunt comes over coughs all over the place...yuh. I was bed bound for the entire day, I feel weak and very tired, I have headaches and my nose are driving me nuts. When I'm tying, I find I have to correct myself by switching letters around, for some reason I can't think and concentrate properly.

I feel so awful for not going to school today, I left my friend all alone in class (were not loners DX we just have most of our friends spread out in diff classes...and our school is one of those "emo/scene kid hater" types). He wrote me a 7 page letter and made me some herbal tea to help me get better, which..is sweet [: don't get any ideas guys, he's gay (gay but my best friend) people usually think were going out cause were so close, and it's okay, cause it's a good cover up that he's gay since our school is also homophobic TwT" and all bible says this and that.

Speaking of religion...I realize that this topic is kind of touchy for some people but I got suspended from a forum board for speaking my opinion that just happens to not agree with the admins (really lame excuse for a suspension I think)I said that there is nothing wrong with gay marriage or bi or lesbian relationships and we shouldn't follow the bible word for word. Then she got all pissy and was all "who the hell are you to go and say that" so then we got into a fuss...but wtv..she was a pain.

Yeah well, I'm not sure if I'm going to school tomorrow, I'm not really feeling up to it. My parents might make me though, they'll be all like, "well if your well enough to go on the computer you can go to school" -_- I'm only on here cause I have a hard time sleeping and I get really bored. Besides, the light from the computer screen hurts my eyes and I start to water up, I can't walk around for 5 minutes without getting dizzy and warm...ugh I can't even eat, it makes my stomach turn.

Oh yes, depressing topic. My friend Amanda is leaving to Victoria, BC I'm going to miss her soooo much _<
So I'll try to visit people and I'm sorry if I don't get to you.

She's Back!

THEOTAKU IS BEING A FUCKER!!! READ MY POST ON MYOTAKU INSTEAD T___T