It hurts to know that you don't see me as a friend anymore
I've known you since 2nd grade and now you don't want anything to do with me.
Blowing me off week after week and finally blocking me altogether on facebook.
How did we become so different in just a few months.
Something you were once so against has now consumed your entirely.
I begged you to put down the flask and stop smoking.
You were always so sick do you have any idea how much you worried me.
do you think I didn't care?
or is it because I didn't want to drink it no matter how much you pressed me.
I hope you like your new friends...
Because I don't need to get drunk or high to live my life.

Though it'll still hurt to come back on friday and walk past without so much as glancing at you. The memories we've shared that I would now rather forget.
It's hard to look back and see all the friends I've lost along the way; losing you has made it that much worst.

I see now how little you cared and how foolish I was to hang on...