as i watch the seasons change before my very eyes
as i grow fond of dreaming about paradise
as i hear my heart's cries
all i can think is you standing there in my demise

right when i thought that you were there
you just left me in my despair
you just sat there like you didn't care
with all those fake smiles that you wear

now here i am walking
hearing the sound of raindrops falling
waiting for the church bell to ring
but only your voice reach my hearing

as i sat near the cold well
asking for my heart to come out from the place it dwells
as i feel the air sway
bringing back my memories day by day
and by now i can't really tell
if i'm going to heaven or to hell
because you are not here....