“my unchained melody ”

Just being myself my
Unrevealing self
Seems so hard to be
Trying almost everything
Instead I’m being annoying
Changing
Everything that I’m seeing

Agony is something that I
Never felt
Never in my life have I dealt

Petty pleasures that is
Always
Useless
Letting my smiles turn to sadness
Inspiring everyone to take on challenges
Never concerning my own happiness
Enduring everything and being consumed of wrathfulness

Realizing my own weakness
Acting independently due to selfishness
Creating my own world
Eventfully full of wickedness
Living in both lives
In spite of feeling
Subtle sadness